Apr 13, 2004 19:15
I dont know what to say. you think i dont know. i do. i know it mor than anything. you think i like being me? no. i hate who iam quite frankly. i love everyone and everythingelse inthis world more than i love myself. and i dont have any confidence? do you wonder? its because of people like you. i dont mean to do the things i do. everyone makes mistakes. maybe i just make more than others? maybe im not the quickest, or smartest, or prettiest, im sorry. taking 7 advils before you to go bed doesnt increase your chances of dieing in your sleep either. this is my offical apology of my exsistace. i love life, i love you all, and i hate disappointing you. im sorry.
and you. you think i dont know either. i do know. i know alot. what more do you want me to say? there isnt anything i can truthfully say. you want me to be happy? what else can i say? it was a dream...but i woke up...