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man, i cant wait to move in.
i mean, living at home with my parents isnt bad, free rent, free food. and its good to see my family alot, since once i move back out thats it, no more living at home for me. for good.
but i really feel out of the loop. i miss my friends, and im sick of feeling like a homebody. but when im living at home its hard to drive to atlanta all the time.
i also just feel like im in a funk. im kinda up and down with how i feel and what mood im in, and that makes me feel immature.
i get jealous when aaron goes out with his friends, probably because i wish i could be going out with my friends, and i know its stupid, but it makes me feel a little weird towards him. so, that needs to stop.
i just miss him like crazy all the time. and im always afraid he'll get tired of the distance and find someone closer. even thought i know he loves me.
i just really need to move back to atlanta.
in one week we will have the keys and the moving in can start!!!
i mean, living at home with my parents isnt bad, free rent, free food. and its good to see my family alot, since once i move back out thats it, no more living at home for me. for good.
but i really feel out of the loop. i miss my friends, and im sick of feeling like a homebody. but when im living at home its hard to drive to atlanta all the time.
i also just feel like im in a funk. im kinda up and down with how i feel and what mood im in, and that makes me feel immature.
i get jealous when aaron goes out with his friends, probably because i wish i could be going out with my friends, and i know its stupid, but it makes me feel a little weird towards him. so, that needs to stop.
i just miss him like crazy all the time. and im always afraid he'll get tired of the distance and find someone closer. even thought i know he loves me.
i just really need to move back to atlanta.
in one week we will have the keys and the moving in can start!!!