No need to read; I'm ranting . . .
I know I already updated like minutes ago-ish, but I feel like doing it again.
Sorry for my on and offline-ness. I think the sad bug that's been going around bit my in the ass. Very uncomfortable, it is. I really don't know what's wrong. And why I'm having like this sudden mood swing. I'm just blah and I feel like ranting about it.
My throat hurts like, a lot. And I really don't know why. When I swallow it feels like I'm struggling to swallow a million needles. And that's when I'm not really even trying to swallow food or anything like that. It's sort of painful and hurts. I have cough drops, but they taste nasty; I refuse to eat/suck on them. Yucky.
Anyway. I've been feeling sad as of an hour ago. Why? No clue. I just felt like, blah. I didn't talk to anyone, so I know that no one made me sad. And I wasn't around sad stuff, so the sad aura hasn't gotten to me. I think it's just that damned bug.
Other then that, I've just been feeling confused lately. About some of my closest friends, siblings, not-so-friends, and blah blah blah. And I've also been a little worried about some of my closest friends. But I don't have the heart or guts to tell anyone about anything. I hope I'm not being a bad friend or anything of the sort. I just can't say some stuff that I should, and/or have to.
I also hate being stuck in the middle. With information you should tell someone, but can't because of someone else. Then someone else will get mad, then someone else. And it's just like, this big someone else getting mad train thing and it's horrible and I hate this feeling make it go awayyyyy
Holy crap I feel emo. I'm not, really. I'm just very befuddled at the moment. And, I felt like sharing it with everyone. Feel special.
[ My throat really does feel like shit. I don't know how to make it stop :( Help/Ideas would be greatly appreciated. ]
Sorry for my on and offline-ness. I think the sad bug that's been going around bit my in the ass. Very uncomfortable, it is. I really don't know what's wrong. And why I'm having like this sudden mood swing. I'm just blah and I feel like ranting about it.
My throat hurts like, a lot. And I really don't know why. When I swallow it feels like I'm struggling to swallow a million needles. And that's when I'm not really even trying to swallow food or anything like that. It's sort of painful and hurts. I have cough drops, but they taste nasty; I refuse to eat/suck on them. Yucky.
Anyway. I've been feeling sad as of an hour ago. Why? No clue. I just felt like, blah. I didn't talk to anyone, so I know that no one made me sad. And I wasn't around sad stuff, so the sad aura hasn't gotten to me. I think it's just that damned bug.
Other then that, I've just been feeling confused lately. About some of my closest friends, siblings, not-so-friends, and blah blah blah. And I've also been a little worried about some of my closest friends. But I don't have the heart or guts to tell anyone about anything. I hope I'm not being a bad friend or anything of the sort. I just can't say some stuff that I should, and/or have to.
I also hate being stuck in the middle. With information you should tell someone, but can't because of someone else. Then someone else will get mad, then someone else. And it's just like, this big someone else getting mad train thing and it's horrible and I hate this feeling make it go awayyyyy
Holy crap I feel emo. I'm not, really. I'm just very befuddled at the moment. And, I felt like sharing it with everyone. Feel special.
[ My throat really does feel like shit. I don't know how to make it stop :( Help/Ideas would be greatly appreciated. ]