rabble rabble bitch bitch
I'm not too thrilled with many of my "friends" right now. Nobody did anything wrong, but nobody really does anything right either. I need to get out more and meet new people, last night I went to a show with Rj and Kendall and had a really, really good time. I saw Hunter and Candy, and I haven't gotten to see them in a while, atleast not when we could all actually stand around and talk, so that was cool. We actually met a lot of really chill people while we were there too, so that was pretty exciting. I like going out and actually doing something instead of just sitting around, I'm going to try to start doing that more often.
I miss Becky.
I need a date to prom, or atleast a friend to go with. I can see this becoming a problem this year.
I think switching schools would solve a lot of my problems, not because I'm "running away from my problems instead of facing them" but just because lately I really feel like I need change...even if it means running into New problems that I have to deal with, atleast their new, ya know? I know I won't switch schools because I want to graduate from Chaparral with people I've been going to school with since 4th grade..but idk, maybe I just have to wait it out until college. Maybe I'm just bored.
I've been sick for farrrr too long, it's getting out of control!!! I've been doing everything needed to get better but it just keeps getting worse and worse, I don't normally get sick either, it sucks pretty bad, drains me out.
I miss Becky.
I need a date to prom, or atleast a friend to go with. I can see this becoming a problem this year.
I think switching schools would solve a lot of my problems, not because I'm "running away from my problems instead of facing them" but just because lately I really feel like I need change...even if it means running into New problems that I have to deal with, atleast their new, ya know? I know I won't switch schools because I want to graduate from Chaparral with people I've been going to school with since 4th grade..but idk, maybe I just have to wait it out until college. Maybe I'm just bored.
I've been sick for farrrr too long, it's getting out of control!!! I've been doing everything needed to get better but it just keeps getting worse and worse, I don't normally get sick either, it sucks pretty bad, drains me out.