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He told me he loved me, that same day Danny called me.
Why does everything work this way? I can't have feelings for him, I know I miss the idea of him not what is actually there, but the idea is just so nice. At least I didn't go home for the summer, this would have made the probability of an us much more.... realistic? I was sucked back in after two weeks, imagine three months.
Why do boys always fall in love? I care about him so much but love is a bit much. We've only been official for a month. I tried to talk to him, this whole communication bit I'm testing out, but I'm spineless. Maybe the four month build up has something to do with this whole thing. Or I always seem to find puppies. I'm his second girlfriend, also what probably made him love. ARG!
My roommate is evil incarnate. She's so spoiled, she makes celebrities look poor. Her father is a huge diplomat in Russia and her mother is a biochemical something or other at a university here. She's this little child I feel responsible for, and she never leaves me alone EVER! My only safety is hiding at Kevin's where she often follows and almost cries when I don't go back to our place with her. She is so dependent on the people around her, and as much as I tell her I need my alone time she doesn't get it. Its weird telling somebody what you want, having them completely agree and even elaborate on what you say to better show their understanding of your feelings and then act inversely. *stab*
Last semester didn't make dean's list, but summer school seems probable. I'm taking human sexuality and really understanding my body and the dangers in premiscuity. WRAP IT BEFORE YOU TAP IT! And please ladies, get Gardasil (sp?) the HPV vaccine before its too late. I have to get another part of my cervix frozen off and while its only minor discomfort I just fear its getting worse and worse. Also taking Endangered Cultures, LOVE. I may turn into an anthropology major, the class affects me so deeply. I also want to flee the country, but only time will tell ;)
Next half of summer will be Greek and Roman Mythology and Color and Design. Should be easy.
I work at bare essentials now. AMAZING! I can take home 6 eyeshadows a day and I get free brushes and when new products come out I get them to better understand my product. I never wore make-up but now, how could I not?
Life is amazing, thats all there is to it.
Why does everything work this way? I can't have feelings for him, I know I miss the idea of him not what is actually there, but the idea is just so nice. At least I didn't go home for the summer, this would have made the probability of an us much more.... realistic? I was sucked back in after two weeks, imagine three months.
Why do boys always fall in love? I care about him so much but love is a bit much. We've only been official for a month. I tried to talk to him, this whole communication bit I'm testing out, but I'm spineless. Maybe the four month build up has something to do with this whole thing. Or I always seem to find puppies. I'm his second girlfriend, also what probably made him love. ARG!
My roommate is evil incarnate. She's so spoiled, she makes celebrities look poor. Her father is a huge diplomat in Russia and her mother is a biochemical something or other at a university here. She's this little child I feel responsible for, and she never leaves me alone EVER! My only safety is hiding at Kevin's where she often follows and almost cries when I don't go back to our place with her. She is so dependent on the people around her, and as much as I tell her I need my alone time she doesn't get it. Its weird telling somebody what you want, having them completely agree and even elaborate on what you say to better show their understanding of your feelings and then act inversely. *stab*
Last semester didn't make dean's list, but summer school seems probable. I'm taking human sexuality and really understanding my body and the dangers in premiscuity. WRAP IT BEFORE YOU TAP IT! And please ladies, get Gardasil (sp?) the HPV vaccine before its too late. I have to get another part of my cervix frozen off and while its only minor discomfort I just fear its getting worse and worse. Also taking Endangered Cultures, LOVE. I may turn into an anthropology major, the class affects me so deeply. I also want to flee the country, but only time will tell ;)
Next half of summer will be Greek and Roman Mythology and Color and Design. Should be easy.
I work at bare essentials now. AMAZING! I can take home 6 eyeshadows a day and I get free brushes and when new products come out I get them to better understand my product. I never wore make-up but now, how could I not?
Life is amazing, thats all there is to it.