Oct 27, 2004 21:27
hi everyone.
i guess you could say i was bored last night, thats why i thought about doing this. and whoa, i actually made a newscreename. ive been motharaquel for a while and it was wearing off. so yes, its rOachMESS now ... why you ask? .. ahah my brothers used to call me that when i was a young babe. i get it from time to time. its nice.
im so excited, i get to go home tomorrow after comm. class. tomorrow night is the rehearsal dinner, and then (my brother's) wedding is friday night. my bridesmaid dress finally fits, with the help of the sewing lady who had some hair on her chin and no toenails(just a side note). so yea, ill be the fat kid in the front with the extra material in the dress. i dont think you can tell though.
im using crest white strips, and im afriad to swallow when i use them, so i end up drooling. its attractive.
hmh what else...college sucks. dont let anyone tell you any different. hah. i mean its okay, just back to square one and pretty much a let down from high school.i hopeing it gets better. i dropped a class that was miserable and that was really great. i jumped excitedly after. one thing that is going to be completely "i want to die"-worthy is scheduling. im so dreading it and i dont know what i want to be when i grow up anyway. why cant i be like barbie, theres lifegaurd barbie, flight attendant barbie, archeologist barbie, doctor barbie, you name it, and the skank has done it.
so yes i do miss high school. i miss knowing everyone in my grade. i miss running to lunch. i miss the uniforms and being able to sit however the hell i wanted in class. i misss eating my lean cuisines everyday in the stu co office. i miss the pep days and all that. i miss chapellettes and genesians. i miss going to football and basketball games. i miss doing nothing, but always having fun. i miss the teachers i liked and that liked me. i miss not being able to do anything but still getting good grades. i miss its your day and morning prayer. i miss going to school looking like a beast. i miss the dances...alot. i miss sleeping in class and if i drooled, it was even better. i miss not paying attention in culvers class and bringing george bush into class. i miss doing am yoga in pe. i miss going to school in the morning with my baggie of quaker oats cereal and strawberries and my coffee in a generic red cup. i miss visting kristin quigley at lunch and stealing her. i miss my group of friends. and i miss who i used to be back then.
woa i thought i could put pictures on here..and i read the instructions and have never read something so confusing in my life. oh well.
there were girls in bikinis in the fountain yesterday in the quad screaming vote for kerry and fuck bush. wow. they were just so classy. just goes to show you what kind of people, well, you know what i mean.
oh and there was a girl wearing mickey mouse ears yesterday too. what has this world come to? people here are so weird.
well im going to go take a shower. i might be going out? i dont know..depends on if im feeling social at the time.
won't you look down upon me
you've got to help me make a stand
you've just got to see me through another day
my body's aching and my time is at hand
and i won't make it any other way
i've seen fire and i've seen rain
i've seen sunny days that i thought would never end
i've seen lonely times when i could not find a friend
but i always thought that i'd see you again .
.rachel anne.