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This is stupid. My 16th birthday, the one Ive been looking foward too since forever, Im gunna be sitting in my room alone, with jetlag. Or on a plane, alone. The thing is, I KNOW Im not getting a surprise party or anything like that, because I honestly have no friends who care enough about me to plan something like that for me. And it just really sucks. Like every birthday for me sucks. Almost every birthday. I mean the one at boomers was alrite.... This is so gay, you know? I mean I sit there and help plan out every surprise birthday... and no1 does it for me in return. Except for Zara, seeing as shes the only real friend I have. Its just really depressing. I wanted like a huge party where everyone could have this awesome time, and I KNOW its not gunna happen. Everyones gunna be away, planning for warped tour, planning for other ppls birthday... No ones gunna remember mine, no one is even going to say "Happy birthday". Of all the fuck yous I have to say, The biggest one goes to Rachel: You are an ungrateful bitch, I dont care if I say this or not, cus really, you should know how selfish you are, and how shitty you make ppl feel. Not like i really have anything to lose by saying any of this, were not friends anymore anyway, rite? Your a stupid piece of shit, honestly i do ALOT for you, I put up with ALOT for you. And all you do is talk like mad shit about me every other day. You say Im not there for you, pshhh. You could kall me asking to talk to me, and I would. You could kall me when butlers not there and ask to hang out, and I would. W/e dude, fuck you. Hah, all of you. Oh yeah I wanna hang out with you i miss you.... end of conversation... Psh,w hats wrong? You guys dont have some stupid chink to talk shit about as a hobby anymore? All of yoiu, its like whenevr you get bored, you all turn on me, and talk shit about me. ::cough cough:: janet and rachel::cough cough:: You gusy are the worst. Ive stuck up for you so many times, and have done so much fucking shit for you. whut fucken ever. TRULY GOOD FIRENDS:ZARA, REGO, BRIAN AND KEVIN,... Yeah thats it. Pretty fucking sad. Lara is pretty kool, but I dunno. She never has time for me, its not her fault. But w/e.