Something's gonna happen soon that will make me feel a lot better about things. Or at least that's what he says. <3
Mare, Sean, feel better. I'm very sorry for the both of you. And I hope everything works out right for everyone.
I watched Grease today cause Maggie hadn't seen it. Had a lot of flashbacks. I kept stopping it and telling Maggie what was going on backstage or pointing out how people messed up or something. I miss Grease.
I've been so tired lately. When it gets warm, I start thinking of lazy summer days and I just get slow. Unless, of course, I'm doing something exciting. Take this summer for example. I won't sit down once.
It's gonna be packed with things to do. I'm gonna be making so many new friends (which will help me a lot since so many of my stupid friends are going to stupid college and I don't wanna be lonely without them) and I get to hang out with Kyle for 16 days straight. We're gonna have the best time. Us two, we're partners in crime. We make the best team.
I put a funny voicemail message on my phone. Maggie was making fun of me cause I had to keep doing it to get it to sound halfway decent. Only, I pretty much always pick up. So it's pretty useless. Haha..
Am I dreaming? Is this really me?
Because I've never felt so not lonely.
And if this could be real right now,
then everyday for the rest of my life,
I will search for moments full of you.
But let's hope tomorrow won't cave in,
cause I'm looking for someone to change me.
Let's hope tomorrow won't cave in,
cause I'm looking for someone to...
And you make me feel so tall.
I always want to be this tall.
Cause maybe I'll be original.
And sometimes things you say
just make me think in different ways,
so this is my way of saying,
I could be the one who's dragged home at night
away from my hopeless dreams.
You and me will forge some future
because we don't want to be waiting
for something right to go wrong.