weaver of fate?
Ok.
So we hung out with him again today... played a number of games in the dark in his living room. It was really really enjoyable.
I feel really at peace when I'm at his house. It's like there's this whole torrent of emotions inside of me all the time, and when I'm with him, they're just calmed. I'm feeling really bad about all of this, kind of, because...
There's this girl he's had this thing with. And I had a thing with his best friend, and as much as Sarai likes to deny it, I can tell she's developing feelings for him. She doesn't want me to sit next to him, that's the main giveaway. I don't want him to become the next Bryon. I don't want our friendship that we're developing to fall apart. I enjoy being with him. He really makes me smile.
But tonight, sitting in the dark, I kept looking at him, catching his eye... or trying not to, actually. It felt weird, kind of creepy. He was sitting off, alone... I kept wishing he was sitting next to me.
Crushes are fun when you know how unreal they are, aren't they?
He has these great eyes that make me want to write poetry. And he's gradually opening up more and more, not being so quiet and shy. He's really cute when he's quiet, but I love his voice. I heard him sing the other day, last night, actually, and I love it.
I hugged him tonight, briefly.
I'm thinking if I don't catch myself, I'm going to fall so hard, it might kill me this time.
So we hung out with him again today... played a number of games in the dark in his living room. It was really really enjoyable.
I feel really at peace when I'm at his house. It's like there's this whole torrent of emotions inside of me all the time, and when I'm with him, they're just calmed. I'm feeling really bad about all of this, kind of, because...
There's this girl he's had this thing with. And I had a thing with his best friend, and as much as Sarai likes to deny it, I can tell she's developing feelings for him. She doesn't want me to sit next to him, that's the main giveaway. I don't want him to become the next Bryon. I don't want our friendship that we're developing to fall apart. I enjoy being with him. He really makes me smile.
But tonight, sitting in the dark, I kept looking at him, catching his eye... or trying not to, actually. It felt weird, kind of creepy. He was sitting off, alone... I kept wishing he was sitting next to me.
Crushes are fun when you know how unreal they are, aren't they?
He has these great eyes that make me want to write poetry. And he's gradually opening up more and more, not being so quiet and shy. He's really cute when he's quiet, but I love his voice. I heard him sing the other day, last night, actually, and I love it.
I hugged him tonight, briefly.
I'm thinking if I don't catch myself, I'm going to fall so hard, it might kill me this time.