Jun 09, 2005 19:36
So I am sitting here with AWFUL heartburn...maybe it is from the grape nuts that I ate.
I think this is the first time I have been this unhappy in a long time. Not sure if I am just feeling sorry for myself or if I am just straight up UNHAPPY. I smiled when I saw the preview for the Dukes of Hazzard......I guess I have something to be excited about.
I think in the last couple of days I realized that my life will be nothing like it was before, everything that was will never be the same. A year from now my life will be totally different, you just wait and see.
I think my new favorite hobby is driving. I wish that I could drive and keep driving. The only problem is that when you drive you have a destination I wish I could just go.....but I know where I WOULD go...and I know that I am not welcome in that place anymore.