Jan 28, 2005 14:26
While the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car. Nothing quite like the feel of something new.
Maybe i'm all messed up. Today was my last day of exams thank the spirits. We went to china buffet and practiced the art of glutony. We rode home with the windows down and snow flying into the car. Janae the baby doll didnt appreciate this at all. Sam couldnt come and i apologize to him since i was buggin him to come i didnt know he didnt get to see his mom very often. Im sitting here on the computer the only place i feel mildly comfortable. The only socialization is in text messaging the only limitations are in your mind and the software i can get my hands on. Absorbing information that can be found only in cyberspace and talking to people round the world about our common lack of things to talk about. Becoming the characters of my video games, leaving reality far behind. When flying my spaceship through enemy fleets transporting illegal drugs i dont care about the homework thats due tomorrow or the dieing plant i am living on or even the monkey thats pressing buttons in the white house that has been elected president. This weekend the only plans i have are with "yolanda" and i know i know(hmm sounds odd)all my relationships are doomed because things never go right. Woo lets hear it for my great lack of optimisim. Susan the snake in the biology room was crawled up in my sleeve durring the exam I find animals easier to love then humans.