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bad day, school is not the place for me. damn the teachers and students. I wouldnt mind if that kid got suspeneded for sexual haressment after saying that to me. Janae reported it but I have a feeling 100% nothing will happen even though they said they would check the canmereas yada yada. Nobody is on my side at school really.
I would like to thank my doctor for sticking the knife in my back, and I would like to thank my blind childhood met by pessimistic views of reality for twisting the knife in my back.
I feel rather alone lately, yes.
I really am starting to feel like the sludge, disgusting resins, and nuclearly altered protiens that fill the air in the school are getting to me, like last year. I dont want to spiral down again.
Josh I love you
I feel like my mind is wrapped in plastic.
I cant prove myself and dont know how.
Isnt it weird how disgustingly filthy milk tastes unless your eating cookies?
Happy birthday Sam
I think Ive destroyed parts of me inside for better or worse.
When I get depressive like this Im not a manic sex fiend and thus dont hurt myself by offending others
so tired lately........ im done now
I would like to thank my doctor for sticking the knife in my back, and I would like to thank my blind childhood met by pessimistic views of reality for twisting the knife in my back.
I feel rather alone lately, yes.
I really am starting to feel like the sludge, disgusting resins, and nuclearly altered protiens that fill the air in the school are getting to me, like last year. I dont want to spiral down again.
Josh I love you
I feel like my mind is wrapped in plastic.
I cant prove myself and dont know how.
Isnt it weird how disgustingly filthy milk tastes unless your eating cookies?
Happy birthday Sam
I think Ive destroyed parts of me inside for better or worse.
When I get depressive like this Im not a manic sex fiend and thus dont hurt myself by offending others
so tired lately........ im done now