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So Soo Kun called me.
SK: Armstrong, where are you?
Me: At home, why?
SK: Ohh then you're not at the hospital?
Me: Huh?
SK: Huh? You didn't know that your father is in the hospital?
I almost died. Haaa, Soo Kun do you know that I was crying like shit when I was talking to you just now? But I covered it up by laughing and talking nonsense, acting stubborn and all but the actual fact was, my heart was beating damn fast, I felt like fainting, everything was so blur and I was trembling real bad .. until my grandmother came knocking on my door and I told her everything and she got panicked and called my mom and well yeah my mom was quite surprised that we knew what happened 'cos she didn't want us to worry and all and .. yeah.
Then, I called my mom asking what happened and she told me that my father fainted due to high blood pressure this afternoon and his collegue rushed him to I don't know which hospital, and they're on their way home now. I asked her why she didn't tell me, all she did was to laugh and said, "I don't want you to cry".
And I cried even harder.
What's wrong with you guys? I'm your only daughter I have the right to know what's going on and what's wrong and he's MY father after all. Arghhhh Godddd, please God, please. I have no strength to do anything, I can't do anything but pray. So please God, I beg you, keep my father save.
Although I don't talk to him anymore, I love him okay. I love him so much. I've got nothing in my life 'cept for my parents and grandparents. And I don't want any of them to leave me .. not so soon, God, please. I think .. it's better for me to go before them.
God, I really don't know what to do..
SK: Armstrong, where are you?
Me: At home, why?
SK: Ohh then you're not at the hospital?
Me: Huh?
SK: Huh? You didn't know that your father is in the hospital?
I almost died. Haaa, Soo Kun do you know that I was crying like shit when I was talking to you just now? But I covered it up by laughing and talking nonsense, acting stubborn and all but the actual fact was, my heart was beating damn fast, I felt like fainting, everything was so blur and I was trembling real bad .. until my grandmother came knocking on my door and I told her everything and she got panicked and called my mom and well yeah my mom was quite surprised that we knew what happened 'cos she didn't want us to worry and all and .. yeah.
Then, I called my mom asking what happened and she told me that my father fainted due to high blood pressure this afternoon and his collegue rushed him to I don't know which hospital, and they're on their way home now. I asked her why she didn't tell me, all she did was to laugh and said, "I don't want you to cry".
And I cried even harder.
What's wrong with you guys? I'm your only daughter I have the right to know what's going on and what's wrong and he's MY father after all. Arghhhh Godddd, please God, please. I have no strength to do anything, I can't do anything but pray. So please God, I beg you, keep my father save.
Although I don't talk to him anymore, I love him okay. I love him so much. I've got nothing in my life 'cept for my parents and grandparents. And I don't want any of them to leave me .. not so soon, God, please. I think .. it's better for me to go before them.
God, I really don't know what to do..