Guidelines #24/Would like to apologize
I would like to apologize for my personal stupidity.
Not that, this is unusual.
I have not written for some time. A common statement in my journal is i should write more.
I wont be writing any more on this journal.
(I have switched to my hand written journals again and i'm sticking with it quite well.)
I have also noticed a fundemental flaw with my journal on a point i totally missed. (hence my stupidity).
Missing points is stupid and careless. Its like loosing your keys to car while on a pizza delivery shift or fucking your best friends sisters boyfriend and expecting everyone to accept the situation cause its 'love'. Its just plain stupid. I should have known better.
Live Journal is by no means stupid. Particularly if one takes care. The whole fandom world and the quizzes are kinda cool, the occasional snarky comments made by some can be funny but I'm bored with them. Its like i know them before i read them now.
I was stupid. I overestimated the tone of the people reading the material. I should have taken more care.
thebestpageintheuniverse dot com was the page that made me realise this, (plus a few other things), (i won't hyperlink the web page cause that dignifies it).
When one writes a page on live journal, it is often to get someone to listen to them. There is no guarentee someone will read it! I'm sorry, thats the internet for you.
What tone does one put forth to get someone to listen???? Anger of course. The writer goes out of his way to get the reader to be still and listen (read in Live journal's case). So they always express the anger tone. Whether its the door they opened that had chewing gum on it six years ago or self stupiditly (lol this entry... kinda), or the booger that came out of their last dates nose that they didn't mension. They'll be angry with it on Live Journal. I'm tired of it. Its boring. Honestly. It is. In the web page above, it is everywhere.
I stupidly entered the great land of live journal totally with the intension of communicating the great and interesting obsevations this world and life have to offer. What can i say?? I'm an optimist. I couldn't care if one read the material or not. But this matches the intension of so few on live journal i plain and simply dont fit in.
I could go berserk in every thing i write. This is not difficult. The reality i am not angry enough at this world to do it. It would solidify a great day I was having in my world.
I am stupid in not noticing this earlier. Being angry is great to those who like it. It becomes a bright time of day for them. I am just not like that. My bright time is the rest of my day. To make myself angry for sake of the dicipline of writing in my journal (guidelines #1) is stupid.
I am considering printing my diary up and pitting it in one of my written ones. Other than that i don't think i'll have anything to do with it other than to keep in contact with those in my friends list.
So hope you enjoyed reading!
Not that, this is unusual.
I have not written for some time. A common statement in my journal is i should write more.
I wont be writing any more on this journal.
(I have switched to my hand written journals again and i'm sticking with it quite well.)
I have also noticed a fundemental flaw with my journal on a point i totally missed. (hence my stupidity).
Missing points is stupid and careless. Its like loosing your keys to car while on a pizza delivery shift or fucking your best friends sisters boyfriend and expecting everyone to accept the situation cause its 'love'. Its just plain stupid. I should have known better.
Live Journal is by no means stupid. Particularly if one takes care. The whole fandom world and the quizzes are kinda cool, the occasional snarky comments made by some can be funny but I'm bored with them. Its like i know them before i read them now.
I was stupid. I overestimated the tone of the people reading the material. I should have taken more care.
thebestpageintheuniverse dot com was the page that made me realise this, (plus a few other things), (i won't hyperlink the web page cause that dignifies it).
When one writes a page on live journal, it is often to get someone to listen to them. There is no guarentee someone will read it! I'm sorry, thats the internet for you.
What tone does one put forth to get someone to listen???? Anger of course. The writer goes out of his way to get the reader to be still and listen (read in Live journal's case). So they always express the anger tone. Whether its the door they opened that had chewing gum on it six years ago or self stupiditly (lol this entry... kinda), or the booger that came out of their last dates nose that they didn't mension. They'll be angry with it on Live Journal. I'm tired of it. Its boring. Honestly. It is. In the web page above, it is everywhere.
I stupidly entered the great land of live journal totally with the intension of communicating the great and interesting obsevations this world and life have to offer. What can i say?? I'm an optimist. I couldn't care if one read the material or not. But this matches the intension of so few on live journal i plain and simply dont fit in.
I could go berserk in every thing i write. This is not difficult. The reality i am not angry enough at this world to do it. It would solidify a great day I was having in my world.
I am stupid in not noticing this earlier. Being angry is great to those who like it. It becomes a bright time of day for them. I am just not like that. My bright time is the rest of my day. To make myself angry for sake of the dicipline of writing in my journal (guidelines #1) is stupid.
I am considering printing my diary up and pitting it in one of my written ones. Other than that i don't think i'll have anything to do with it other than to keep in contact with those in my friends list.
So hope you enjoyed reading!