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ok so ive worked 7 out of the past 7 days.. its been very full on
but ive also earned 1700 dollars in one week.. so im keen..
hmm well friday night i cranked free beers and im gonna say it was amazing.. then i worked all day sat untill 8pm.. it was intense
then i proceeded to get extremely drunk on saturday night.. im gonna say vodka sunrise is my drink of the week.. its a pretty delicious drink..
i saw melody for a few mins.. possibly the most awkward few minutes ever.. i couldnt say or do anything.. it broke me.. it really did.
ok.. so it makes me pretty mad that because people read the shit i put on here.. i cant actually say everything that i want to say. fuck people.. seriously..
i hate the fact that people speak on behalf of me.. i hate the fact that what they tell other people makes me look bad, and probably hurts some other people too.. and then it makes me look bad.. all because people say thing and they have no idea what theyre talking about.
just because i dont talk about a problem i have.. doesnt mean im cool with it.. it just means your not gonna hear about it.. so you cant go around and tell people i dont care when really..i care so fucking much.
i know i cant do anything about the whole situation.. cant do a single thing, trust me i really wish i could.. and if i could, i would.
it sucks because my feelings are still very strong and i just feel like im lost in the middle somewhere.. kinda floating around.. doing nothing.. no reason.
i can honestly say i didnt see all this coming, i honestly thought things were going really good.. but thats probably why it sucks so much because i was caught completely off guard.
i guess i just have to do the right thing and just help where i can and not try and make things any worse than i already have.
fuck shit
im increddibly hungry... increddibly.
but ive also earned 1700 dollars in one week.. so im keen..
hmm well friday night i cranked free beers and im gonna say it was amazing.. then i worked all day sat untill 8pm.. it was intense
then i proceeded to get extremely drunk on saturday night.. im gonna say vodka sunrise is my drink of the week.. its a pretty delicious drink..
i saw melody for a few mins.. possibly the most awkward few minutes ever.. i couldnt say or do anything.. it broke me.. it really did.
ok.. so it makes me pretty mad that because people read the shit i put on here.. i cant actually say everything that i want to say. fuck people.. seriously..
i hate the fact that people speak on behalf of me.. i hate the fact that what they tell other people makes me look bad, and probably hurts some other people too.. and then it makes me look bad.. all because people say thing and they have no idea what theyre talking about.
just because i dont talk about a problem i have.. doesnt mean im cool with it.. it just means your not gonna hear about it.. so you cant go around and tell people i dont care when really..i care so fucking much.
i know i cant do anything about the whole situation.. cant do a single thing, trust me i really wish i could.. and if i could, i would.
it sucks because my feelings are still very strong and i just feel like im lost in the middle somewhere.. kinda floating around.. doing nothing.. no reason.
i can honestly say i didnt see all this coming, i honestly thought things were going really good.. but thats probably why it sucks so much because i was caught completely off guard.
i guess i just have to do the right thing and just help where i can and not try and make things any worse than i already have.
fuck shit
im increddibly hungry... increddibly.