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i hate the feeling of being jealous of someone. it sucks. and i'm sick of school. and i'm fucking done with woodworking i want to quit. but i can't. i don't know how i'm gonna finish my project, its a piece of shit right now. and part of me does want to do track, cause i don't do anything after school and it can be fun, but no one is doing sprinting so blah. and part of me doesn't want to cause i'm so fucking lazy. but i want to do it cause it'll make my dad happy and make him think i have a bright future ahead of me.