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things have been going really good lately. i was getting all exicted about christmas and my birthday and the chance of getting a car or mabey my maxima. but my o so wonderful mother told me just now that i can't get my permit until i find a job and pay her back for the fine i had. i want to die right now. i dont think anyone knows how important driving is to me and to have this taken away from me before i even get to enjoy it is worse than hell. i've been trying for a while to find a job and she knows that so i don't know why shes trying to put this on me now. anyway if anyone knows of any kind of job i would be very greatful if they let me in on it.