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the obituary..
http://www.legacy.com/StarTribune/LegacySubPage2.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=14349674
woowwwww...
ok..so i got ready and stuff and we left and manjaris mom came with us and then we went and got my mom then my dad dropped us at the funeral home..i was so scared when i walked in there..then i saw john and we signed in and stuff and i met so many people..mostly carries aunts and cousins and stuff..and some of waynes friends and jus like..a buncha people..i doubt i could tell you any of their names..then i jus sat with john for a little while then my dad came and my mom wanted to leave but i felt so bad if i left john by himself so she said she would come back and get me when it was over and then he asked me to go up there with him to put somethin in the cofin and i couldnt say no but i was so just like...terrified but i went with him and then we went back and sat and looked at the pictures and stuff and then towards the end they put his sword in there cause i guess its like..part of the uniform and everybody stood up there and carrie was bawling and john started crying and then all his friends went up and like..said goodbye and his dad did and john did and carrie and stuff and ooomgsh..it was just..a very emotionaly experience..the funeral is gona be easier i think cause the coffin will be closed and stuff..but i duno..itll probly be more emotional but not as...i duno another word to describe it..scary..i was jus scared..it didnt look like him at all..his lips were so puffy and he had so much makeup on but he was still pale..so pale..it just made me sick to my stomach..kaitlyn and chrissy wouldnt even go near it..they looked so scared..i felt awful..it was just..i duno..ugh..im sleepin with my mommy tonight..im jus...in shock or somethin..
http://www.legacy.com/StarTribune/LegacySubPage2.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=14349674
woowwwww...
ok..so i got ready and stuff and we left and manjaris mom came with us and then we went and got my mom then my dad dropped us at the funeral home..i was so scared when i walked in there..then i saw john and we signed in and stuff and i met so many people..mostly carries aunts and cousins and stuff..and some of waynes friends and jus like..a buncha people..i doubt i could tell you any of their names..then i jus sat with john for a little while then my dad came and my mom wanted to leave but i felt so bad if i left john by himself so she said she would come back and get me when it was over and then he asked me to go up there with him to put somethin in the cofin and i couldnt say no but i was so just like...terrified but i went with him and then we went back and sat and looked at the pictures and stuff and then towards the end they put his sword in there cause i guess its like..part of the uniform and everybody stood up there and carrie was bawling and john started crying and then all his friends went up and like..said goodbye and his dad did and john did and carrie and stuff and ooomgsh..it was just..a very emotionaly experience..the funeral is gona be easier i think cause the coffin will be closed and stuff..but i duno..itll probly be more emotional but not as...i duno another word to describe it..scary..i was jus scared..it didnt look like him at all..his lips were so puffy and he had so much makeup on but he was still pale..so pale..it just made me sick to my stomach..kaitlyn and chrissy wouldnt even go near it..they looked so scared..i felt awful..it was just..i duno..ugh..im sleepin with my mommy tonight..im jus...in shock or somethin..