Emo Diaries Part One
Im in love and my friends, family and everyone else has said its been the best thing for me because they have never seen me happier. And I am completely happy with her. For the first time in forever this feels so right. I make it through these nights hearing her voice and thinking of when I am going to see her again. So I spoke to my mom, and checked things out. Im moving out of new york. Im going to school in either January or June in Kent Ohio, shes saving up to get a place out there. So I need a job cause were getting an apartment. I really need a job, I got my security license ,I just need to take two more classes so I can make 17 an hour which would be good. Oh yeah apartments out there are like 400 a month and you wouldnt believe how ridiculously clean, roomey and amazing they are. In ohio they dont make as much money as us new yorkers out here so everythign is cheaper and equally as nice, and apartments are 100 tims bigger. I love her, I love this, I know Im going to miss everyone, but my heart is in ohio. I think its best anyway, its about time I grew up. I just dont want to grow apart from everything I know. I think this would be the best time to tell the people that I care about the most I love them. IM moving on from all I know, and I opened my box I forgot about and was just staring at her cheerleading pictures and her pictures of me and her. Ansd I wear her high school ring around my neck everyday. Nothing else matters. She beat every other girl, she won. And all she had to do was smile and kiss me....she won my heart for the rest of her fucking life. This will last, I wont let her go...I am complete.