fuck
Okay, this is going to be a sad/angry post so if you're not in the mood, don't fucking read it, dumbass.
Grrr...anyway, it's like I fucking try so hard to tolerate her god damn boyfriend and she doesn't do anything in return to make anything better...not one fucking thing. I just hate him only because my best friend is changing right before my eyes. Yeah, I'm happy she's happy but it's kind of hard to show it when she ignores me and makes me feel miserable. So, for one fucking favor, I ask, by the way WEEKS, maybe even MONTHS in advance amongst all our fighting if I can come stay down with her. She says sure, and I also said just make sure he is not expecting to come when I'm down because for one who the fuck wants to sleep in a room where they're sleeping together; it's called fucking common courtesy. And also, from the fucking way she has been treating me, why the fuck would I want to be down there to be ignored; waste of my god damn time which I do nothing with. So anyway, she said sure to that.
So she hasn't been changing in her eyes, and now guess who is going to be there when I'm there? I'm so fucking pissed and hurt; she would've never done this to me when she wasn't with him, especially if I told her how I felt about it all. After all the crying, she just doesn't fucking get it.
Maybe it looks like I'm overreacting, but I truly feel like I'm losing my bestfriend all because of some stupid boy. Whatever happened to sistas before misters, huh?
Grrr...anyway, it's like I fucking try so hard to tolerate her god damn boyfriend and she doesn't do anything in return to make anything better...not one fucking thing. I just hate him only because my best friend is changing right before my eyes. Yeah, I'm happy she's happy but it's kind of hard to show it when she ignores me and makes me feel miserable. So, for one fucking favor, I ask, by the way WEEKS, maybe even MONTHS in advance amongst all our fighting if I can come stay down with her. She says sure, and I also said just make sure he is not expecting to come when I'm down because for one who the fuck wants to sleep in a room where they're sleeping together; it's called fucking common courtesy. And also, from the fucking way she has been treating me, why the fuck would I want to be down there to be ignored; waste of my god damn time which I do nothing with. So anyway, she said sure to that.
So she hasn't been changing in her eyes, and now guess who is going to be there when I'm there? I'm so fucking pissed and hurt; she would've never done this to me when she wasn't with him, especially if I told her how I felt about it all. After all the crying, she just doesn't fucking get it.
Maybe it looks like I'm overreacting, but I truly feel like I'm losing my bestfriend all because of some stupid boy. Whatever happened to sistas before misters, huh?