trust and all that goes along with it
blerr...
the more you put on the line the more you end up loosing. it goes the other way too- its such a gamble. and i aint no gambler. I reckon not knowing is worse than knowing. my imagination is far greater than anything reality can brew up.
.i knew there was a reason why I dont get involved anymore.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........................................................................................................
too much in the last year i suspect. has left me unable to make the simple connnections people take for granted. damm brain. might resaerch the benifits of being edge.
i think I smoked a hole in my lung at bdo.
someone said I reminded them of the keyboardist from bleeding through cept more glamorous hahaha if only they knew...I am neither glamorous or that damm hot. its all an illusion anyway.
good luck amber, hopefully the po po have a good sense of humour, im sure they dont.
Since 2005 I have lost 16 kilos. 6 of those being in the last three months or so- only 5 more to go- then I will be happy perr yeah. (this is sarcastic. contrary to popular belief i am not that shallow)
I am happy with the way life is going at the moment- At least I am participating in it- caring about things I never thought I would. but like I said before this is all new and dangerous to me. can anyone how to tell me to turn 'giving a shit' off. I cant find the off switch and Its anoying.
I am moving to Chevron Island, cos I'm just not Gold Coast enough. heh again I was being sarcastic. My new pad is great tho. It has a balcony and everything.
the more you put on the line the more you end up loosing. it goes the other way too- its such a gamble. and i aint no gambler. I reckon not knowing is worse than knowing. my imagination is far greater than anything reality can brew up.
.i knew there was a reason why I dont get involved anymore.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........................................................................................................
too much in the last year i suspect. has left me unable to make the simple connnections people take for granted. damm brain. might resaerch the benifits of being edge.
i think I smoked a hole in my lung at bdo.
someone said I reminded them of the keyboardist from bleeding through cept more glamorous hahaha if only they knew...I am neither glamorous or that damm hot. its all an illusion anyway.
good luck amber, hopefully the po po have a good sense of humour, im sure they dont.
Since 2005 I have lost 16 kilos. 6 of those being in the last three months or so- only 5 more to go- then I will be happy perr yeah. (this is sarcastic. contrary to popular belief i am not that shallow)
I am happy with the way life is going at the moment- At least I am participating in it- caring about things I never thought I would. but like I said before this is all new and dangerous to me. can anyone how to tell me to turn 'giving a shit' off. I cant find the off switch and Its anoying.
I am moving to Chevron Island, cos I'm just not Gold Coast enough. heh again I was being sarcastic. My new pad is great tho. It has a balcony and everything.