"a life like anyother, unlike anyother" love, acceptance and agendas
I think i think too much for my own good.
Im the sort of person who searches for the good in people. I fall in love with aspects of peoples personalities, and ignore the faults. I dont necessarily think this is a bad fault. i hate the human race as a majority, we are not good and we are systematically fucking up the world, with (in my opinion) our crazy systems, we destroy most of what it is to be human.
that being said, i love the indivigual. I like meeting people, getting to know their quirks, finding out what makes them tick, gets them through the day. i guess im a student of people, maybe i do it cos i dont have any idea what gets me thru most days-too emo? yeah your right.
this is what ive learnt- we all crave acceptance (on some level) and we all want and have the capacity to give and recieve love. Love is the word of the day. thats it. thats what we all have inherently in common. But the way we go about finding this love and acceptance is completely different. One huge lesson ive had to learn is that everyone has an agenda- most of it stems from the love and acceptance need, and we all work on a level of manipulation to fullfill this agenda. the key to working a person out is realising a persons agenda.
My agenda, as mentioned above is working out how people tick and (if im honest) using that to get closer (if i can) to a person. im no saint, noone is but i always try to see where other people are coming from with an open mind, and i absolutly cannot stand seeing others in pain.but mainly because of my agenda, because i would want the same treatment (love and acceptance trait) that is my level of manipulation. I just like knowing a persons real self, truth and all that shit, i dont care who you are as long as your real.
my problem is that i forget that everyone's agenda is different and the level of manipulation is different too. most dont realise what level of manipulation they are at. smart people do, they see the game and bend the rules to fit their agenda, everyone does it to some extent, but different. this is when i get hurt, wen i meet someone smarter than me, and all of a sudden i look back and ive been manipulated into a situation i have no control over, (maybe never did)
somewhere along the way i think iv forgetten is my first point. love and acceptance. be real and i'll love and accept you, & vice versa. its want we all want. there is a place for fear and hate dont let it rule your life or let it be your agenda. this life we created wrapped up in a package and called society isnt real, and therefore dosnt matter. its not a job or pocessions its the people. when there is nothing else left you still own your emotions and thoughts, make them worth it, you may as well- i mean i we got alot of time to waste in this life. i hope im smiling for most of it
(little side note- i hope it makes sense. my head is a jumble of ideas that make sense to me but yeah hopefully it does.and also im speaking mainly to myself here, just had to get it out)
Im the sort of person who searches for the good in people. I fall in love with aspects of peoples personalities, and ignore the faults. I dont necessarily think this is a bad fault. i hate the human race as a majority, we are not good and we are systematically fucking up the world, with (in my opinion) our crazy systems, we destroy most of what it is to be human.
that being said, i love the indivigual. I like meeting people, getting to know their quirks, finding out what makes them tick, gets them through the day. i guess im a student of people, maybe i do it cos i dont have any idea what gets me thru most days-too emo? yeah your right.
this is what ive learnt- we all crave acceptance (on some level) and we all want and have the capacity to give and recieve love. Love is the word of the day. thats it. thats what we all have inherently in common. But the way we go about finding this love and acceptance is completely different. One huge lesson ive had to learn is that everyone has an agenda- most of it stems from the love and acceptance need, and we all work on a level of manipulation to fullfill this agenda. the key to working a person out is realising a persons agenda.
My agenda, as mentioned above is working out how people tick and (if im honest) using that to get closer (if i can) to a person. im no saint, noone is but i always try to see where other people are coming from with an open mind, and i absolutly cannot stand seeing others in pain.but mainly because of my agenda, because i would want the same treatment (love and acceptance trait) that is my level of manipulation. I just like knowing a persons real self, truth and all that shit, i dont care who you are as long as your real.
my problem is that i forget that everyone's agenda is different and the level of manipulation is different too. most dont realise what level of manipulation they are at. smart people do, they see the game and bend the rules to fit their agenda, everyone does it to some extent, but different. this is when i get hurt, wen i meet someone smarter than me, and all of a sudden i look back and ive been manipulated into a situation i have no control over, (maybe never did)
somewhere along the way i think iv forgetten is my first point. love and acceptance. be real and i'll love and accept you, & vice versa. its want we all want. there is a place for fear and hate dont let it rule your life or let it be your agenda. this life we created wrapped up in a package and called society isnt real, and therefore dosnt matter. its not a job or pocessions its the people. when there is nothing else left you still own your emotions and thoughts, make them worth it, you may as well- i mean i we got alot of time to waste in this life. i hope im smiling for most of it
(little side note- i hope it makes sense. my head is a jumble of ideas that make sense to me but yeah hopefully it does.and also im speaking mainly to myself here, just had to get it out)