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here's a quick entry to let you know i'm still alive. i spend a lot of time at school or with john-david. this means i'm slacking on school-work...this means i need to spend less time with the boyfriend (unfortunately). he's the greatest guy i've met in my life up-to-date. it feels so good to have someone ACTUALLY care about me. i'm comfortable. so comfortable that i broke down in front of him and explained part of the erik situation. i wasn't aware until recently just HOW BADLY he treated me. i explained that i was terrified it would happen again...he's not going to let me down.