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lia & i got into this huge ass fight about nothing. she was mad at what i did this summer, when my dad exploded on me & didn't apologize. i wouldn't of cared so much if he said he was sorry-like he usually did. but lia made it seem like I was the one that fucked up. okay, well maybe if my dad had made an effort to TRY to talk to me throughout those 4 months..i would have come back, but the fact that he NEVER tried to call and apologize for his behavior pisses me off. why should i apologize to him? lia was telling me that i'm just a little girl who doesn't know anything and doesn't need an apology. so let me get this straight-if your dad was to call & completely blow up on you, shouting shit like "FINE, I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHEN YOU COME HOME!" and stuff, you wouldn't want an apology? i made it so clear that i would go back if he apologized, but what did he do? never called. and then he writes me a letter saying he misses me. well, fuck you. MAKE A FUCKING EFFORT TO TALK TO YOUR DAUGHTER. i don't understand why he can apologize for yelling at me before but after the worst time, he doesn't give a shit for 4 months. and then he feels the need to feed lia bullshit, so she comes yelling at me, thinking she knows exactly what happened when I was a witness. my mom was a witness, henry & thomas were. i tried to tell her my side of the story, she kept saying she didn't give a shit. she is the most biasest person i know. she said that she took my dad's side because she loved him. well, even if you love someone, you have to acknowledge that they do things wrong once in awhile, they're not perfect people. and on top of that, my dad can apologize to thomas' parents for "my mom's behavior" (when all she did was confront him because she heard him screaming at me from the garage)that day when HE was the one that was screaming so that the neighbors halfway down the block could hear him clearly. but he can't fucking apologize to his own daughter. i seriously want to go back to my mom's & never come back here.
god, laura keeps trying to talk to me. she ims me everyday. calls me every fucking day. i bitched her out for like an hour & told her to rot in fucking hell, and still she's oblivious to the fact that i dislike her. with a passion.
i don't think things with nick & i are ever going to happen. he was going to dump katie on thursday, but never did. i don't know if he's going to do it this weekend, but he probably won't. he was dumping her on thursday but she started bawling, so he stopped. but yet he says he really, really wants to break up with her. he's said it before, so i don't quite believe him. i always pick the stupidest guys to fall for.
god, laura keeps trying to talk to me. she ims me everyday. calls me every fucking day. i bitched her out for like an hour & told her to rot in fucking hell, and still she's oblivious to the fact that i dislike her. with a passion.
i don't think things with nick & i are ever going to happen. he was going to dump katie on thursday, but never did. i don't know if he's going to do it this weekend, but he probably won't. he was dumping her on thursday but she started bawling, so he stopped. but yet he says he really, really wants to break up with her. he's said it before, so i don't quite believe him. i always pick the stupidest guys to fall for.