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mak: whooaaa cerazu.
haha. cerazu. that has got to be the coolest fucking word ever. it doesn't have a meaning yet, but it will.
joel taught me how to cook. someday i'm going to be the best damn chef there ever was, all thanks to him. <3
today is so ugly. it's rainy and icky out. today i've had the motivation to do my homework, which is amazing. i'm changing! hopefully. we're doing this thing in english where we have to make a radio show out of an excerpt of the oddessy. yay-isn't that gonna be fun. not. i read that book in 9th grade too, don't wanna read it again.
ashley and jorge broke up. after 11 and a half months. i'm kind of relieved, but i feel bad. jorge wanted more than anything to dump ashley, but he couldn't do it.. and i'm glad he finally got the courage up to do so, but i feel so fucking bad for ashley-she'd always talk about him, and she's gotten super depressed. he was the reason she woke up every morning. seeing her like she is now kills me.
anyway. so nick and katie go out again. for the 3rd fucking time. when you break up, you stay that way. if it didn't work the first time, i guarantee you, it won't the 2nd, even worse, the 3rd. he promised me he wasn't gonna go back out with her. but i guess if you like someone that much, all you want is them, so i can understand. he promised me he'd hang out with me on sunday because we couldn't on saturday, but surprise surprise, he went to katie's. whatever-i don't wanna even get involved with him if that's the case. i don't want him and i to end up like david and i. i give up on guys sometimes. i'll just turn lesbian and marry linzie. <33
EDIT rofl.. i <3 you sean. i give up on all guys EXCEPT you. duh. get it straight. say water, it's hot.
EDIT 2 i just realized today's my dad's 15th anniversary of death. my mom hasn't even mentioned it-and it's a big milestone. 15th. wow, it seems like our family has completely forgotten him. i wouldn't want my family to completely neglect the fact that it's my 15th anniversary of death.. but then again, maybe my mom doesn't want to bring it up by choice or something. i don't know. anyway-rip daddy. i'm glad he died when i was so young (not that i am glad, but you know) or else i wouldn't have so little recollection of him and it'd be harder for me to cope. i feel like i'm just trying to seek sympathy, which i'm not. i just had to note that, so at least someone doesn't forget about him. <3 not remembering until now makes me feel like such a bitch.
haha. cerazu. that has got to be the coolest fucking word ever. it doesn't have a meaning yet, but it will.
joel taught me how to cook. someday i'm going to be the best damn chef there ever was, all thanks to him. <3
today is so ugly. it's rainy and icky out. today i've had the motivation to do my homework, which is amazing. i'm changing! hopefully. we're doing this thing in english where we have to make a radio show out of an excerpt of the oddessy. yay-isn't that gonna be fun. not. i read that book in 9th grade too, don't wanna read it again.
ashley and jorge broke up. after 11 and a half months. i'm kind of relieved, but i feel bad. jorge wanted more than anything to dump ashley, but he couldn't do it.. and i'm glad he finally got the courage up to do so, but i feel so fucking bad for ashley-she'd always talk about him, and she's gotten super depressed. he was the reason she woke up every morning. seeing her like she is now kills me.
anyway. so nick and katie go out again. for the 3rd fucking time. when you break up, you stay that way. if it didn't work the first time, i guarantee you, it won't the 2nd, even worse, the 3rd. he promised me he wasn't gonna go back out with her. but i guess if you like someone that much, all you want is them, so i can understand. he promised me he'd hang out with me on sunday because we couldn't on saturday, but surprise surprise, he went to katie's. whatever-i don't wanna even get involved with him if that's the case. i don't want him and i to end up like david and i. i give up on guys sometimes. i'll just turn lesbian and marry linzie. <33
EDIT rofl.. i <3 you sean. i give up on all guys EXCEPT you. duh. get it straight. say water, it's hot.
EDIT 2 i just realized today's my dad's 15th anniversary of death. my mom hasn't even mentioned it-and it's a big milestone. 15th. wow, it seems like our family has completely forgotten him. i wouldn't want my family to completely neglect the fact that it's my 15th anniversary of death.. but then again, maybe my mom doesn't want to bring it up by choice or something. i don't know. anyway-rip daddy. i'm glad he died when i was so young (not that i am glad, but you know) or else i wouldn't have so little recollection of him and it'd be harder for me to cope. i feel like i'm just trying to seek sympathy, which i'm not. i just had to note that, so at least someone doesn't forget about him. <3 not remembering until now makes me feel like such a bitch.