maybe you're gonna be the one who saves me
I guess it's time for a little update. I really don't remember my last one, but I think it was on the wedding. Well, I guess not much has happened since than. I returned to work and everyone was like "I thought you quit" and that kind of stuff. But the first day back went fast and the customers didn't even bother me, so I guess a little break is needed every once in a while. But now I'm back to my I hate the Jack attitude and damn it, I have to work tomorrow 2-1030. I hate 8 hour weekday shifts. Or 8 hour shifts in general. But at least I can have one thing to look forward to that night. Our little group is going to see Saw 2 at 11, which I can't wait for. The only thing I didn't like about Saw was the goryness, but other than that, it was a really great movie. I love movies about psychotic people killing other people in imaginative ways. As demented as that sounds..I'm not a psychopath, I just like that kind of stuff. Anyway, yes I cannot wait. Too bad I have to babysit before I go to work. I'm really sick of helping my sister, especially since she's back with Patrick. I wish she could understand...
In other news, school is getting better maybe, but still pretty gay. i'm basically failing english and I don't think I can raise my grade. Speech is as entertaining as ever, with the teacher that is more moody than anyone I know. But I'm doing good in there, so I can't really complain. Algebra, I hate that class. To be honest, I haven't gone to the last 2 classes, which I shouldn't do, but I do anyway. It's all review anyway and I'm pretty sure I'm getting a decent grade. Lastly, history...I'm pretty sure I'm almost failing now. We took our test on tuesday and I failed it. I got 29/50, which is basically like a zero grade. So now I think I have at least a D. Damn it, I'm going to fail all my classes, then I'll be screwed next year.
Speaking of next year, I've made my decision that I really am going to Central. I'm going to take out student loans to pay for it. I talked to Janine about it and she doesn't pay a lot at all to pay off her loans. I definitely think it'll be worth it though. I'm honestly kind of glad that I waited to go to Central. I definitely wasn't ready to go this year. I think I just needed this first year at home to think about things. The thought of leaving home last year was terrifying, I remember the day I slept in late on a school day and I woke up crying and screaming that I didn't want to go to Central anymore. I don't really know why i flipped out though, maybe I was just really scared. But even after only a few months of scraft, I can tell that I need to get away. I can't concentrate on my work here. I know it will be tough in Central, but I think it will be better. Some people are good at handling a job and school, and I just can't do that. I really don't have a lot of free time and the time that I do have, I usually don't use to study. I just need to get away, get a new experience. So that's my decision and I AM NOT CHANGING MY MIND. promise.
So I guess that's about all. I dyed my hair today so now its a dark brown with a red tint. I really want pink, but I'm definitely not bleaching my hair. I'll find something wierd to do with it. I can't wait till John's party on saturday. Everyone invited HAD BETTER COME! DRESSED UP! Me and Julie are going to be quite dashing, I hope. And I hope everyone will know who we are...
Time to go watch Sixteen Candles again for the hundredth time in 2 days.
"That's why they call them crushes. If they were easy, they'd call them something else."
I like someone, sadly.
♥
In other news, school is getting better maybe, but still pretty gay. i'm basically failing english and I don't think I can raise my grade. Speech is as entertaining as ever, with the teacher that is more moody than anyone I know. But I'm doing good in there, so I can't really complain. Algebra, I hate that class. To be honest, I haven't gone to the last 2 classes, which I shouldn't do, but I do anyway. It's all review anyway and I'm pretty sure I'm getting a decent grade. Lastly, history...I'm pretty sure I'm almost failing now. We took our test on tuesday and I failed it. I got 29/50, which is basically like a zero grade. So now I think I have at least a D. Damn it, I'm going to fail all my classes, then I'll be screwed next year.
Speaking of next year, I've made my decision that I really am going to Central. I'm going to take out student loans to pay for it. I talked to Janine about it and she doesn't pay a lot at all to pay off her loans. I definitely think it'll be worth it though. I'm honestly kind of glad that I waited to go to Central. I definitely wasn't ready to go this year. I think I just needed this first year at home to think about things. The thought of leaving home last year was terrifying, I remember the day I slept in late on a school day and I woke up crying and screaming that I didn't want to go to Central anymore. I don't really know why i flipped out though, maybe I was just really scared. But even after only a few months of scraft, I can tell that I need to get away. I can't concentrate on my work here. I know it will be tough in Central, but I think it will be better. Some people are good at handling a job and school, and I just can't do that. I really don't have a lot of free time and the time that I do have, I usually don't use to study. I just need to get away, get a new experience. So that's my decision and I AM NOT CHANGING MY MIND. promise.
So I guess that's about all. I dyed my hair today so now its a dark brown with a red tint. I really want pink, but I'm definitely not bleaching my hair. I'll find something wierd to do with it. I can't wait till John's party on saturday. Everyone invited HAD BETTER COME! DRESSED UP! Me and Julie are going to be quite dashing, I hope. And I hope everyone will know who we are...
Time to go watch Sixteen Candles again for the hundredth time in 2 days.
"That's why they call them crushes. If they were easy, they'd call them something else."
I like someone, sadly.
♥