Ciao Bella!
Hello World!
...or whoever still goes on this thing.
I felt it was appropriate to update today, because I'm leaving the country for a year. I had the most cliche of endings to the best summer to date and so I thought I would go off on that.
He came.
I would have never thought (in a million years) I would end my summer like this. I feel like I'm putting my life on hold to be a completely different person, yet I've always been this person. This person has wanted to do this for as long as she can remember, yet I still don't recognize her. Maybe it's a good thing, maybe it's a sign. Maybe I am just really really scared. I have finally got to the point where there are stable people in my life. Why am I leaving now then? Not a day goes by that I'm not reminded of how much I love my friends. The Fab Four...as close as you can get without being blood related. The crew...yet even though they are very special, they have given me a chance to finally move on...Ugh, life...I will never understand you. I'm leaving on a hope, a small one. I hope this is a to be continued and if not that I'll find another way to figure it out. Why did he have to say that now...I have the worst timing ever...It never fails.
Oh well, I'm all packed up and ready to go.
Farewell for now...I'll see you later...love you always
Ciao
...or whoever still goes on this thing.
I felt it was appropriate to update today, because I'm leaving the country for a year. I had the most cliche of endings to the best summer to date and so I thought I would go off on that.
He came.
I would have never thought (in a million years) I would end my summer like this. I feel like I'm putting my life on hold to be a completely different person, yet I've always been this person. This person has wanted to do this for as long as she can remember, yet I still don't recognize her. Maybe it's a good thing, maybe it's a sign. Maybe I am just really really scared. I have finally got to the point where there are stable people in my life. Why am I leaving now then? Not a day goes by that I'm not reminded of how much I love my friends. The Fab Four...as close as you can get without being blood related. The crew...yet even though they are very special, they have given me a chance to finally move on...Ugh, life...I will never understand you. I'm leaving on a hope, a small one. I hope this is a to be continued and if not that I'll find another way to figure it out. Why did he have to say that now...I have the worst timing ever...It never fails.
Oh well, I'm all packed up and ready to go.
Farewell for now...I'll see you later...love you always
Ciao