Jan 14, 2006 17:04
So. I may be getting married this coming fall.
Me and Eric were supposed to move to Kansas this summer with my parents but he just told me last night that he doesn't really know if he wants to anymore.
And anyway, i was kinda upset cause i didn't really know what we were gonna do now.. and he told me it's okay cause he still loves me a lot, and that's not going to change, unless I try to kill him or something, and he said then he would probably just laugh at me, so then later he was helping me put together my art table and I said why don't we just make everything easier and just get married .. and I half way expected him to say no.. but he said "okay" and I said alright "go buy me a pretty ring then" and he said "no i'm really serious" And anyway so I might get married in like October. Cause my dad leaves for Iraq Feburary 2007 and won't be back until Feb. 2008. But I'm excited. I think what i want to do, is leave with my family in July, and he can stay in Missouri, and I can go back and visit and what not, but then we can move to Kansas City after we're married and stuff and that way we'll be 4 hours from his parents 2 from mine.. i have to talk to him about it though, it's exciting.