Apr 22, 2005 17:21
LAST NiGHT__ i had work at 6. when i got there we were settin tables in a room for another party cuz our party didnt start until 9 and everything was pretty much done. it was a college cocktail party. well those mother fuckers were CRAZY. they were drunk off their ass when they got there..and they got even more fucked up during the night. they were fuckin trashing the place my boss was pissed. there was food everywhere and empty cups. one of the tables broke and some guy puked all over ugh it was nasty. the music was good tho lol and good thing heather was workin with me cuz i was with her all night i didnt leave her side cuz some of the drunk guys kept tryin to talk to us and i was so scared. fuckin people were doin coke in the back too and there was only one cop walking around and he wasnt even doin anything. there was people layin on the floor passed out and i couldnt wait to get out of there. my boss said me, heather and some other kid could leave at 12 even though the party ended at 1 i guess cuz were younger and new. so we left and i came home and went to sleep.
T0DAY__ woke up kinda early cuz i thought dale was gonna come over but he didnt. last night i needed him so bad cuz i had the worst night but he was sleeping when i called so we talked all day and he made me happier. i really wanted to be with him today but he had work =[ so i dunno what im gonna do. its such a crappy day out and ive been like real emotional today crying over nothing. hopefully my brother will take me somewhere..so we can hang out before he moves next week. i was just crying about that too. im such a loser. dale said when he got out of work maybe me and him could see a movie but he changed his mind and that made me real upset so i cried over that too. i just miss him so much. so im gonna go now <3
your my everything
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