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"Nineteen Minutes And Eleven Seconds"
...does this mean a thing to you?
the lost, whispered promises that you
once made, now all faded into fog
that rises up from the lake,
and into the dark sky.
...do you regret a thing?
the false hopes,
the faked smiles,
the fucking tears shed over you.
...but, can you even hear me at all?
can you hear me screaming at the top of my lungs,
screaming in your face,
screaming for an answer,
screaming...screaming for fucking acknowledgement.
...instead,
you laugh in my face
and spit a few words of blaspheme my way.
you're falling so hard...
so fucking hard, kid, and I promise
I will not be there to catch you.
...not this time?
...not this time.
I'll let go of your hand,
suck it up like a big girl,
and move on.
...hey?
I'm a big girl,
I'm a big girl,
I'm a big girl...
I'm a bleeding girl.
...does this mean a thing to you?
the lost, whispered promises that you
once made, now all faded into fog
that rises up from the lake,
and into the dark sky.
...do you regret a thing?
the false hopes,
the faked smiles,
the fucking tears shed over you.
...but, can you even hear me at all?
can you hear me screaming at the top of my lungs,
screaming in your face,
screaming for an answer,
screaming...screaming for fucking acknowledgement.
...instead,
you laugh in my face
and spit a few words of blaspheme my way.
you're falling so hard...
so fucking hard, kid, and I promise
I will not be there to catch you.
...not this time?
...not this time.
I'll let go of your hand,
suck it up like a big girl,
and move on.
...hey?
I'm a big girl,
I'm a big girl,
I'm a big girl...
I'm a bleeding girl.