The thought of getting old has been consistently on my mind recently. This picture killed me. I have the horrible feeling that I am going to end up alone with an unfulfilled life. I want so much more than I have right now. I don't know if it's depression or boredom or some sort of realizations that I have been experiencing, but I wish it would stop, or find something to fill that void. I started this entry at almost 10:30. I just watched Juno and it is now 5:30 AM.