empty is nothing and nothing is you
Pretty pleased with myself. Talked to derek the other day and figured everything out. Theres not gonna be a 2nd chance for me but whatever shit happens. Surpringly im fine about it - i think i just really needed to know for sure what he thought so i would be able to do what i wanted. If there was gonna be a 2nd chance for me i wasnt going to do anything cuz i didnt want to mess things up with him but now that i know i can just go out and have fun.
my past entries are pathetic now that i look at them...I dont feel how i felt the way I did then in any of them, all i know is that i don't feel like that now - what a waste of time