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well lets see here.
tonight is a friday night..and i have nothing planned. thats wicked cool. let me tell you. ha no.
tomorrow is saturday...i`m working at a freaking breakfast thing to get money! then i`m coming home and guess what i`m doing....WORKING ON A PROJECT...and then...hanging out with myslef all night...again...
wow this is loads of fun let me tell you.
ya no i have kinda realized that i dont "fit in" at school. it is gay. like theres that group with like caroline and ilissa and then theres the group with amy and alicia and then theres all these other groups. and i`m just not that...and then at church everything seems to be falling apart. me and aubree really dont talk anymore and it REALLY upsets me. you have no idea. and aubree...shes just my best friend..and its so hard for me cause i really dont have anyone like her...
all night tonight i have played cards with my dad or sat at the computer.
i need to get out. i`m like slowly caving in and i cant handle this stress any longer.
my parents notice how "depressed" i have been lately. and they say i need to talk about it. but no..i wont. cause i have no clue whats wrong with me.
anyways sorry to bore you with my "stuff"
ps-the 9th grade is passing mono around and i think i have it. grrrreat
tonight is a friday night..and i have nothing planned. thats wicked cool. let me tell you. ha no.
tomorrow is saturday...i`m working at a freaking breakfast thing to get money! then i`m coming home and guess what i`m doing....WORKING ON A PROJECT...and then...hanging out with myslef all night...again...
wow this is loads of fun let me tell you.
ya no i have kinda realized that i dont "fit in" at school. it is gay. like theres that group with like caroline and ilissa and then theres the group with amy and alicia and then theres all these other groups. and i`m just not that...and then at church everything seems to be falling apart. me and aubree really dont talk anymore and it REALLY upsets me. you have no idea. and aubree...shes just my best friend..and its so hard for me cause i really dont have anyone like her...
all night tonight i have played cards with my dad or sat at the computer.
i need to get out. i`m like slowly caving in and i cant handle this stress any longer.
my parents notice how "depressed" i have been lately. and they say i need to talk about it. but no..i wont. cause i have no clue whats wrong with me.
anyways sorry to bore you with my "stuff"
ps-the 9th grade is passing mono around and i think i have it. grrrreat