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Everything is stupid right now.
Lily didn't call and say "Let's hang out!", she messaged me and she was only in Canberra for alittle while, I think that means she's been and gone. I was so excited that I'd see her.
The music has stopped.
It's cold and rainy.
Someone come for a walk outside with me :/
And stupid livejournal is in read only mode, what is that?
I want to to go and lay on the couch with my paper journal and stop being so dizzy.
Ben will be in Canberra in three days.
But that's not now, everything is stupid, right now.
My head kind of hurts and I dropped three straws into my bottle of water. Three!!
How stupid is that??
I made my hair go flicky-out-y. And I also cut my fringe, I am so retarded, it's funny.
My feet are cold and I need some socks. I will go find socks and my paper journal and I will lay in my bed and be angry, maybe I will do a drawing even though I can't draw.
I don't like being so self-loathsome. Loathing. It doesn't feel right, I don't want the universe to frown upon me for being so selfish. Why do I feel like I need some one around to make me not hate myself?? That is just stupid, like me.
The curtains are open and outside is beckoning me, it is saying "Come and walk in the rain."
Some one should come over and walk with me in the rain. I will wear my fairy wings, it will be magic. We can watch some DVDs, and sit on my couch.
The music has stopped. I found my Doors CD when I cleaned my room today, yay.
But I will cry if I listen to it, so maybe I'll just hold it, or look at it on the table.
I wish I didn't wreck Transatlantacism.
I wreck alot of stuff. I want to go for a walk in the rain.
It is the first of October.
Doctor....what is October?
Lily didn't call and say "Let's hang out!", she messaged me and she was only in Canberra for alittle while, I think that means she's been and gone. I was so excited that I'd see her.
The music has stopped.
It's cold and rainy.
Someone come for a walk outside with me :/
And stupid livejournal is in read only mode, what is that?
I want to to go and lay on the couch with my paper journal and stop being so dizzy.
Ben will be in Canberra in three days.
But that's not now, everything is stupid, right now.
My head kind of hurts and I dropped three straws into my bottle of water. Three!!
How stupid is that??
I made my hair go flicky-out-y. And I also cut my fringe, I am so retarded, it's funny.
My feet are cold and I need some socks. I will go find socks and my paper journal and I will lay in my bed and be angry, maybe I will do a drawing even though I can't draw.
I don't like being so self-loathsome. Loathing. It doesn't feel right, I don't want the universe to frown upon me for being so selfish. Why do I feel like I need some one around to make me not hate myself?? That is just stupid, like me.
The curtains are open and outside is beckoning me, it is saying "Come and walk in the rain."
Some one should come over and walk with me in the rain. I will wear my fairy wings, it will be magic. We can watch some DVDs, and sit on my couch.
The music has stopped. I found my Doors CD when I cleaned my room today, yay.
But I will cry if I listen to it, so maybe I'll just hold it, or look at it on the table.
I wish I didn't wreck Transatlantacism.
I wreck alot of stuff. I want to go for a walk in the rain.
It is the first of October.
Doctor....what is October?