woah, have you seen my ghost?
what a weird weekend. its going to take a while to shake some things off.
it was nice having em here. we had a good time friday night, and an excellent time hanging out under the stars. i'm concerned about what is happening with her foot (she got bitten by a mosquito and did not react well).
but that is not what has me up at 4 am, it's not what deprives me of sleep. its the events of last night, it is the latest question that haunts my mind. if you know me, then you know how resistant i am towards leaving singledom, but by no means i am indifferent, and futhermore i have a tendency to be very possesive of my friends. i have some friends that i would prefer to never interact because i know that there will be things about them that will make them more appealing company than myself (though in most cases i don't hold it against them, because that is the reason why we are friends to begin with, even i found them appealing). but in some cases that is simply just not true.
v is the sibling of one of my friends. she is 5 years younger than myself, and has always been annoying. i can't say i've ever connected with her. i think the best way to describe v as of the past few years as a tease and as jailbait. she's pretty (imo not as pretty as her older sister), and she literally throws herself on people. men being as dumb as they are fall for it, i mean a pretty girl is showing interest in me, she's trying to kiss me, and she's telling me that age shouldn't matter. the problem is that she could string them on for months (while actually having a boyfriend), giving them a sliver of hope and pretending to be interested in case the opportunity brings it to her to switch. whatever, maybe some men have it coming, but i don't want to see it happen to my friends.
i don't want to have contact info to give him. things should end here and now before someone gets hurt, or worse, deported.
sometimes i wish i could just walk away from this friendship with him. i know that the opportunity presents itself now that i am moving, but i wish that it didn't have to be this way.
it was nice having em here. we had a good time friday night, and an excellent time hanging out under the stars. i'm concerned about what is happening with her foot (she got bitten by a mosquito and did not react well).
but that is not what has me up at 4 am, it's not what deprives me of sleep. its the events of last night, it is the latest question that haunts my mind. if you know me, then you know how resistant i am towards leaving singledom, but by no means i am indifferent, and futhermore i have a tendency to be very possesive of my friends. i have some friends that i would prefer to never interact because i know that there will be things about them that will make them more appealing company than myself (though in most cases i don't hold it against them, because that is the reason why we are friends to begin with, even i found them appealing). but in some cases that is simply just not true.
v is the sibling of one of my friends. she is 5 years younger than myself, and has always been annoying. i can't say i've ever connected with her. i think the best way to describe v as of the past few years as a tease and as jailbait. she's pretty (imo not as pretty as her older sister), and she literally throws herself on people. men being as dumb as they are fall for it, i mean a pretty girl is showing interest in me, she's trying to kiss me, and she's telling me that age shouldn't matter. the problem is that she could string them on for months (while actually having a boyfriend), giving them a sliver of hope and pretending to be interested in case the opportunity brings it to her to switch. whatever, maybe some men have it coming, but i don't want to see it happen to my friends.
i don't want to have contact info to give him. things should end here and now before someone gets hurt, or worse, deported.
sometimes i wish i could just walk away from this friendship with him. i know that the opportunity presents itself now that i am moving, but i wish that it didn't have to be this way.