May 11, 2007 00:24
i don't know what to say. or what to write. i just feel like i should be unstoppable right now. with everything going the right way. my life is finally in order and i can finally breathe and do what i want without someone throwing a shit fit... well, mostly. but there's just something missing. or something wrong. i don't know what it is yet, but the past two days have been building up to something crashing and burning. and i really don't think i want to deal with anything like that right now. i guess i'm just looking for too much. i really shouldn't be looking for anything at all. whenever you stop looking is when something or someone comes to you. i really don't know anymore. this doesn't even make sense. just..
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