Im in a weird mood.
Courtneys changed.
I really miss home sometimes, but actually going there is something I seem to not want to do.
I'm a new Courtney in Waterloo, and I'm not sure if I want to go back to who I was in Newmarket.
Newmarket has some memories im not a huge fan of, and amazing ones as well, but right now Waterloo seems so flawless to me.
Nothing bad happens here. Nobody calls eachother names or judges. Everyone just laughs and hugs, and laughs some more.
And I know this summer will be hard and different for all of us. Britt wont be just 7 houses down from me anymore, whos going to watch passions with me?? Work will take over my life. Parents just wont understand the change i've been through, and clancy wont even recognize my face.
If I didnt have Kayla here as a reminder of what it use to be like, I dont think I would remember at all.
I hope the rest of you guys are going through this same feeling, and I hope you all like the new people you've become since being away.