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Last night didn't turn out the way I expected it to, but it's all okay. I'm hoping something will happen tonight, but I secretly want to stay inside and watch a movie. I've been around enough people for the past few weeks that just make me want to be a hermit.
Do you ever get that feeling? Sometimes I can't force myself into being social if I'm not in the right mood. I will usually go out every weekend with friends, but sometimes I want to stay in. Or, I want to do something that doesn't require money and drinking alcohol. Everyone works for the weekend, and when it comes, they want to go out and go crazy. But for me, I work on the weekends, so the weekends are no special treat for me. The weekend is just like any other day.
I guess this is why I only have a few close friends, otherwise I feel like I'm spreading myself thin. Having too many friends means having too many responsibilities. I see that my other friends like to keep their social circles very large and find it hard to maintain a steady relationship with all of them. Sometimes you spend too much time on one person, and the other person is begging for you to hang out. I don't know how you do it!