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Dear Autumn,
I don't know what to say to you. I don't know how to feel but I'll be honest in this... I kind of have a "fuck you" attitude at the moment. I knew you'd eventually get back to me, I wasn't awaiting the day it would come. That probably sounds pretty bitchy, but do you honestly expect me to just be like, "OK, let's hang out." ? I can't just do that. I've come to the realization that we are completely different people. I feel as though the few things we have in common are nothing compared to how much we DON'T have in common. I think we have different mindsets to the max.
As for our friendship, I know we could both feel it falling apart a long ass time ago. And if you didn't, there must be something wrong with me. I guess I've changed a lot over the past couple years, and I, personally, really enjoy the person I've created for myself. I hate the person I used to be, and I feel myself turning back into that person every time you and I hang out. I can't blame it on you, but that's just how it is.
I'm not quite sure if I even know what to expect back from you after you read this, but I know I'm just being completely honest with you.
You can't change the way you are, and I don't want you to. I've known you long enough to know you're a strong-minded girl and I hope you understand my reasoning in this.
I guess I've come to the point where I'm just gonna sit back, scratch my nuts and say fuck it.
Sorry if it's not what you wanted to hear.
I don't know what to say to you. I don't know how to feel but I'll be honest in this... I kind of have a "fuck you" attitude at the moment. I knew you'd eventually get back to me, I wasn't awaiting the day it would come. That probably sounds pretty bitchy, but do you honestly expect me to just be like, "OK, let's hang out." ? I can't just do that. I've come to the realization that we are completely different people. I feel as though the few things we have in common are nothing compared to how much we DON'T have in common. I think we have different mindsets to the max.
As for our friendship, I know we could both feel it falling apart a long ass time ago. And if you didn't, there must be something wrong with me. I guess I've changed a lot over the past couple years, and I, personally, really enjoy the person I've created for myself. I hate the person I used to be, and I feel myself turning back into that person every time you and I hang out. I can't blame it on you, but that's just how it is.
I'm not quite sure if I even know what to expect back from you after you read this, but I know I'm just being completely honest with you.
You can't change the way you are, and I don't want you to. I've known you long enough to know you're a strong-minded girl and I hope you understand my reasoning in this.
I guess I've come to the point where I'm just gonna sit back, scratch my nuts and say fuck it.
Sorry if it's not what you wanted to hear.