Sometimes my friends and I are really sneaky in a good way, and we plan an Alice In Wonderland themed surprise birthday party for Claire. I had a lot of fun, and I think Claire did too. It took a lot of effort but it was well worth it. The Alice costume that we made turned out really well, and I've grown fond of wearing garter belts. Lots of sliding, bruises, frozen hot chocolate, tutu, costumes, hamock, dance party and the slumbah party. I'm extremely tired from last night...kept waking up to vh1 and it was annoying. I like sleeping in a room full of my friends, it reminds me of summer. Kicked people out at 6 in the morning, got a couple hours of sleep. I like watching people wake up, it's so amusing.
I hope everybody has a good year, especially if 2004 wasn't your cup of tea. I don't get what all the hype is about bringing in the new year, but I hope it's a good one. I'm feeling self conscious and it's really lame. Sometimes I get sick of myself. Talking today was really nice. Stayed in the same position for about 3 hours. Then took a break, came back, and did it again. I have a bug bite on my jaw line and it's really quite selfish of the bug to bite me there. My infatuation with hip bones continues to grow...
My skin is almost as pale as my new petticoat.
Sometimes I realize that I'm really bored. So I hide behind my fake tulips. And it makes me feel better about myself.
Existence well what does it matter?
I exist on the best terms I can.
The past is now part of my future,
The present is well out of hand.