Dec 07, 2004 16:45
Dear mybestfriends,
I'm not very good at confronting people, most of you probably know this, or now have learned something new about me. Sometimes I don't see problems even when they surround me because I'm extremely laid back and not much bothers me. At all. One thing I can't stand is losing friends. And I'm not about to let it happen. If you feel like me and you are growing apart, talk to me. Please, that's all I ask. If you try and talk to me and I just don't get it, make me listen. I'm a really good listener, I promise, I won't even interrupt you if you have a problem with me, as long as you tell me about it. I'm not afraid to share my opinions on anything, so just talk to me, and I promise it'll be for the best. A lot of people think that I can't be serious, but I can, and I wish more people could see that. I love having talks with people about anything, really. I agree with statements that have been made recently, I miss some of the old feelings that I used to share with all of you, and I want them back. Some of my friendships have gotten stronger, and you know who you are I hope. But, I can't stand the thought of any of my friendships getting weaker. Yeah sometimes I'm busy, but so is every one else, so don't think I'm purposely ditching any one or making up excuses not to see any of you, because trust me, that's not the case at all. I just don't want to see any of my friends lose trust or faith in me and I don't want to become distant with any one that I have in my life right now. I'm not allowing comments on this entry, so if you have something to say to me, about anything, tell me in person, not on livejournal, IM, email, phone or anything. I'm going to stop allowing comments for awhile because I want to talk in person for a change. And if any of you think I'm mad at you, I'll punch you in the face for not reading this and for being stupid. :) <3 ILOVEYOUALL.
Love,
Sarah.