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Here I am again today, a definite yet small increase in energy, some more clarity, but still I am quite lost and confused, I don't really like to hold this space for myself, but yet I need to express myself correctly at the moment. My room is seeming to be a lost cause, I am unable to really find something that I actually can do. So my duty at this moment is to be online, and to find a source for my unending mind chatter, which I am trying but at the moment failing to put a cap on the endless chatter. I can't find a source for my joy at this time, it's actually, to really admit it, is completely devastating to my soul and spirit. that is all.