Dreams are silly and fun to interpret
So I had a vey strange dream last night. It involved me going to the beach, but before you laugh, note I was wearing a black long sleeve shirt, black pants, black chucks, and big dark sunglasses with my hair in my face. I'm so totally going to the beach dressed like that one day. Anyway, back to my dream. I was sitting there on the beach with my mom quite unhappy to be there. She said, "I'm having a birthday party but it's only for my friends so you can just stay home." Well, I got up and kicked sand at her before walking away, because we have the same birthday, and in DreamLand, once again, I wasn't allowed to have a party for my birthday. I walked off and found my uncle who lives in New York and we went for gelato. In reality we went to the beach last weekend (I was dressed in Chucks, jeans, and a MCR shirt lol) and went for gelato afterwards so that was weird. But in my dream at the gelato place I couldn't decide which flavor I wanted so i had to get all four. When the girl gave me the gelato, two scoops of the flavors I kind of wanted had a spoonful taken away, one scoop that I thought seemed really good was about half gone, and their was only like a quarter of a scoop left of the last one, the one I wanted most. I was just standing there with this bowl of partially missing gelato and was like, "Oh man this sucks." And then I woke up.
And I think I'll take a stab at interpreting my own dream.
The part about me being forced to go to the beach with my mom is because in reality she likes to assert her power, and me wearing all black was probably Dream Sam's effort to retain the essesnce of herself. Which Waking Sam does anyway, just not in that exact way. Me not getting a birthday party could have something to do with Megan and Tori's birthdays and everything surrounding that whole deal, plus I've been trying to figure out what I'm going to do for my own birthday come December. Me getting angry and kicking sand at her... I think that'd be funny. Me leaving and finding my uncle... well, he gives me a lot of really good advice. He's like a middle-aged Bhudda with red hair. And I kind of need his advice right now in reality. Him taking me away from somewhere I didn't want to be (the beach) and bringing me somewhere better (the gelato place) might represent him trying to help. But he can only help so much because the circumstances (the missing gelato) are beyond his control.
And the kicker.
The gelato represents the four guys that i feel any interest in. The lack of gelato represents the fact that they're all out of reach. The two I kind of want are the ones that are the most attainable of the untouchable guys in the dream (gelato is kind of there). The guy I think seems real good, not relly going to happen (that scoop of gelato is half gone). And the one guy I want more than the others, the one I want the most, has a girlfriend (that gelato is almost gone).
In my dream all I got was some partially missing gelato, and in reality all I got was nothing. That really sucks for me.
And I think I'll take a stab at interpreting my own dream.
The part about me being forced to go to the beach with my mom is because in reality she likes to assert her power, and me wearing all black was probably Dream Sam's effort to retain the essesnce of herself. Which Waking Sam does anyway, just not in that exact way. Me not getting a birthday party could have something to do with Megan and Tori's birthdays and everything surrounding that whole deal, plus I've been trying to figure out what I'm going to do for my own birthday come December. Me getting angry and kicking sand at her... I think that'd be funny. Me leaving and finding my uncle... well, he gives me a lot of really good advice. He's like a middle-aged Bhudda with red hair. And I kind of need his advice right now in reality. Him taking me away from somewhere I didn't want to be (the beach) and bringing me somewhere better (the gelato place) might represent him trying to help. But he can only help so much because the circumstances (the missing gelato) are beyond his control.
And the kicker.
The gelato represents the four guys that i feel any interest in. The lack of gelato represents the fact that they're all out of reach. The two I kind of want are the ones that are the most attainable of the untouchable guys in the dream (gelato is kind of there). The guy I think seems real good, not relly going to happen (that scoop of gelato is half gone). And the one guy I want more than the others, the one I want the most, has a girlfriend (that gelato is almost gone).
In my dream all I got was some partially missing gelato, and in reality all I got was nothing. That really sucks for me.