anonymous stuff to people i know.
you can guess who you are,
but i might not tell you. ♥
1.DONT FREAK OUT. haha, i love you. and our confessions. and how we can tell each other anything, because we've been through a lot of the same stuff..so, we really can't judge each other. You are such a caring person, and I hate how some people judge you before they know you. You know I hate when you gossip with other people at school, but I don't mind when you tell me because I want you to get it off your chest. I look up to you a lot, because of your morals. We've changed a lot since high school, but you still care so much. And you help me a lot and make me feel like I need to get my life straighter..even though you may not think thats true it is.
2.I forgot what an awesome person you are! I missed yooou. and I have a lot of fun even when we can't go out..playing beauty parlor and talking to your mom about boys. You're too picky! haha. I hope we can find our "other half" haha..but not anytime soon because we don't need that right now! Plus you have about 593420584958 guys to choose from. ha i wuvvaaa you sooo much! Listen to your heaaaart.
3.We're really close, or you think we are. We used to talk about everything, but now you get annoyed with some of the stuff. You know a lot about me..and that scares me a little. I love hanging out with you, but sometimes when we're with other people I feel awkward because I don't want them to think we like each other. b/c i HATE THAT. and i hate when people say we were meant for each other. it annoys me to death. I get so excited when your happy, because I remember when you used to be so sad, even if you deny it. I'm glad things are getting better..and all i can say is keep working hard. You say your there forme..but sometimes the stuff I wanna talk about your uncomfortable with, which is okay..but you say your my best friend and you can't even be there for me in that way. But thats the difference between boys and girls. I love you so much and you better never feel unconfident in your dreams. I admire you a lot, and its gonna kill me when you finda girl who you date for forever..because well, I'll be jealous. haha. what it is whoe.
yours is way too long. haha.
4.We're always really nice to each other..but you lie a lot. And you broke one of my best friends hearts. I want to like you, but everything I see you do just makes me upset. I see you say one thing to one person and another to another. I don't talk about your compulsive lying habits to anyone..but one of your good friends realized it and now it annoys her just as it annoys me. I wish you'd realize that you are awesome when you dont lie! And you don't need too. It just causes problems..and when people find out thats one thing thats hard to get over. You're never gonna find trust if you just lie and lie. And I hated when you would lead my friend on. If you don't like a guy..tell him theres no future like that. You don't need to string him along and hurt his feelings.
5.You seem like your strong in morals, and thats awesome. You also seem really mature for your age and very nice haha. I don't know you very well, but I just hope that when something bad happens you don't fall from your faith. You remind me a lot of me when I was your age..and well..I just don't want that to happen to you. Good luck with high school! If you ever need to talk I'm here.
6.You piss me off. You say I'm fake but then you can't even tell me one freakin thing thats been stringing me on. THank goodness you said it yesterday so I can finally get some sleep. You talk about communication, but communication is a two person job and you failed at it too. Its my fault for doing what I did..but you just left stuff up in the air and wouldn't answer me when I asked you things or evenmake me feel like you wanted me for the right reasons. Your the first guy I actually wanted to go out with and wanted to be with since sixth grade..so I hope we can still be friends. I know you care about me, now. I know you say that you did what you did b/c I said I would get sick of the guy if he acted a certain way..but i said it didn't matter with you over and over and you didn't listen! I want to talk to you in person but I know your busy with other things. I just, miss you I guess. But thanks for you finally being REAL, things have gotten better for me. I regret a lot with you..but then I'm so grateful for a lot of it.
7.We used to be really good friends in sixth grade..but we kind of fell apart. Which is okay. I feel like you talk about me behind my back with just one person, but I know I shouldn't jump to conclusions. I love hanging out with you at school..but outside of school you get kind of..this weird feeling. I don't know..like you don't really want to be there. Which is fine. I feel bad when people talk about you, because they should get to know you and realize what a great person you are. People say you've changed, but so what, that shouldn't matter. You're so gorgeous..and sometimes I feel your insecure with yourself and your body, but you have no reason to be!! All these are just conclusions..and I"m sorry if they offend you and you know who you are. I still love you and I'm always here for you.
8.You make me laugh, but I don't think you believe how much I'm glad I know you! I know it doesn't always work for us to hang out..but I feel weird hanging out with just you. Last year it was hard for me, and what I did to you was wrong..even though I had no intention of doing it. Boys are my weakness and I go to them when I'm upset..and I was upset. I hated when you would yell at me before you knew what was going on. You made me feel like the worst person in the world a lot..but then you make me so happy. You're one of the few people that can cheer me up no matter what. Please just know how much I care about you..and how much you mean to me.
9.I MISS YOU SO FREAKING MUCH. ugggh. you find me a safe environment, and we'll so do what you wanna do. We suck with relationships with boys..we are the most fickle people onthis earth. I feel like your sad a lot..but I don't know why. I miss you a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot. I love how we can sit around and still have themost amazing time because we can't stop laughing. We're odd..but thats okay. Sometimes when your with one of your other friends..your mean. Honestly hah. And you hurt my feelings..but sometimes it's okay. SHe's going to college and I have to say I'm glad..just because I don't like how she treats you and takes you for granted. but whatever...we so have to party one night. Its weird how we can go months without seeing each other but when we meet up its right back where we left off. Your gone right now and i don't know when you'll be back, but I love you so much!!
10.I'm so glad your my friend. ha..that whore stole your quote! but eees okay. I'm so glad you've been here for me..and of course I'll cry to you on the phone haha. I can't believe I did it either. I know I deserve and I know I'm lucky he's still talking to me. Sorry about the movie..haha I can't help that I'm dumb. ANd sorry i was umm...distracted. I do love you a lot though.
11.Dude, i love you. end of story. haha, i'ms o glad we got close in fifth grade because you crack me up. <333.
12.i love you too haha, we need to hang out besides when we're doing stuff we have to do. mmmmmm. that spark hahaha. you and your boy are so cute. i love it. <33333.
13.i'm sorry i made you mad the other night..but you know i love you. you know a lot about me b/c you've always been there..and i love our long talks haha. that night in the park was the best. you are an awesome boy..and one day your gonna find an awesome girl. i'm sorry the girl you once WORSHIPED annoys you now. haha..but you'll be fine, because you have one of the best personalities i know.
14.your my cuzn and your goin to college and its going to be so weird..you've like..graduated to a cousin like aubrey, erin, and april..sooner or later you will be married. freaky. ew dont want to think about that..b/c then comes kate maria then me..aaah. haha i love you and i'm goin to miss you but you better live it up at college! and come back with lots of stories to tell!!
i'm tired of typing..hah i might do more later because of this frickin hurricane..but yeah.
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15.I'm so glad I met you! It was weird how we met for real..i mean not just knowing who each other are, but actually met. You are one of the nicest people I know..and I feel so bad for you and what you've been through. Who new that the way someone looks could cause so much pain. I love you soo much! I wish we lived closer, but when we get cars it'll be easier. even if we aren't always on the same team just know i'm always here and i always wanna be your friend! don't let guys determine your happiness..your beautiful, smart, and very talented and don't need them putting you on an emotional rollercoaster.
16.I'm so glad your my cousin..I look up to you a lot. People never believe that we are related because we don't look anything alike..some say i look like your sis but thats it. I'm glad i've been given such a strong family member..even though we don't hang out a lot I know you're always there for me. I got a friend and family member all in one! awesome! I still think of you as a best friend..even though its not the normal defintion of one. just because i can always count on you and i love you so much! i could type so much more..but hey, one day we'll be bored on a holiday and it will give us somethin to do!
17.You are gorgeous. I know we have one thing in common, even though I don't even know you at all. I feel bad that I never really got to know you, but it was hard for me because of our situation. I hated that people told you stuff that wasn't true just to get drama started. I'm going all the way back to 8th grade? or seventh grade? i dont even know whenever you came here ha. You seem like a really great person..we don't really hang out with the same people but I do talk to a lot of your friends. Its awkward when I say hey to them and your right there b/c I dont know you and I dont what you think about me..or if you think I'm weird haha. but yea..
18.You make me laugh sooooooo bad and make me smile. But sometimes I don't want to be around you because it reminds me of something that happened with you. I want to hang out with you alot..but if someone ever came back into my life like they once were I don't think I could handle it. You are so great, and I don't really know what else to say. You're gross sometimes, but just know I don't get mad I just don't care either and I'm not gonna play that game..so. hah. try someone else.
19.YOu are such a gentleman! I wish I knew you better. And I think your view on me has changed because of recent situations..and I regret them for that. I want to get to know you better, because in the times we've hung out I've loved it. You are just so caring..and a great guy. and i love that. i want to hear about your problems and how you and girlfriends don't mix, because i think we have a lot in common.
20. YOU are a very crazy girl. We aren't really close..but we used to be..dancin on tables when we were 5! haha. I hate how people judge you before they get to know you..and how they think that your business is theres. if they only knew how many people have done what you have done too, they would not be talking. you haven't even done anything compared to what other people have done. i'm sorry you get yelled at a lot and gossiped about..i hope you don't let it get to you. they just are mad that you are fun to be around and honest. they cant take honesty or someone being a little wilder than they are. whenever we've hung out you've always made me laugh and i've had a lot of fun..i hope people realize how great you are and that they need to forget about putting their nose in your business.
21.Ha..honestly i think you're a jerk. And I don't really like talking to you that much because of all the girls who have come to me talking about how you mistreat them. I think you need to learn how to respect them..and not go back and forth between the girls who you know will fall for you. You are a nice guy..and you make me laugh and I like hanging out with you, but those memories of those stories just can't go away..and I hate that b/c I'd really like to know you better.
22.I don't know you all that well, but a lot of the people i hang out with, hang out with you! we talked the other night and you helped me so much you have no idea. you are so WISE and know how to cheer somebody up! Definetly. You are beautiful,inside and OUT, don't let anyone EVER tell you differently. You seem like such a strong person. and i really admire you.
23.WE NEED TO HANG OUT MORE. your name is spitty. that is all. oh and i love you.
24. the three sucky sophmores..or i guess junky juniors now who are basketball players minus the gay ones. (aww but wait its only two b/c one of you quit. i'm gonna miss you btw!!!) hahhaha..only saying it because its true. yall are hilarious..especially when y'all are together! i look up to y'all a lot and i thank you so much for making me feel like a belong..even though i had no confidence out on the court last year at all. i wish we knew each other better! and i love the few times i've hung out with y'all outside of school. sometimes i feel like i annoy you..so sorry if i do. haha i love y'all!
25.You were in my class in 5th grade..and i laughed one of the hardest times i have ever laughed in my life because of something you said. i love how you're your own person and don't let anybody mold you. you are so funny hah, and i wish we hung out outside of school..but we hang out with different people so if we did i think the only thing we could do is like..i dunno..go eat. hah. we're into different stuff too..but yeah.
26.I just talked to you on the phone haha. You crack me up, and you're so sweet. I SWEAR THERE WERE VEGGIE CORNDOGS. we don't hang out a lot..i wish we hung out more..but i never think about it until i'm doing something..or i dont know. but we need to fix that. you are so gorgeous inside and out!
27.Hmm..we talked today. You seem to be going through some of the same things. Good luck to you..and take your time don't rush yourself to get to the "what the hell am i gettin myself into" stage..because well..rush is never good. i love how you hate grammer errors. and how you are SO ghetto, like dawg fo rizzle. haha we're so hanging out one day. when our two friends stop hookin up and ignoring phone calls. <333.
28.I really don't like when people talk about you. You choose to do what you wanna do..and it isn't there business. I admire you so much for coming back to school after your first day at Homewood..what can i say..people can be jerks. We don't hang out much, but I do love talking to you! I loved middle school because I did see you some..but now that we're in high school we've been seperated..except for one very awesome special class with a very awesome special man! hahah you crack me up! <33.
29.I WISH YOU HADN'T OF MOVED! I can't believe you did what you did..haha breaking up with my boyfriend when I hadnt asked you to. But thats okay..because well, I got one that I'll never forget. You are always so easy to talk to and make me forget about everything..and i LOVE that. COME BACK PLEASE. You're real with me, and I'm real with you. haaa. but you need to come back for at least a month because well..you never know what could happen.
30.You've been through some scary stuff that you definetly did not deserve. I admire you so much. I love hanging out with you and talking to you..because I know you won't be all..well..prissy haha. And thats awesome. We both have been blessed with finding love at a young age..but we were also given the burden of getting over it. But..I know we'll be fine. I've been here for you in a spiritual way..but its hard for me to comfort people in times of pain..I feel like I'm intruding, and like I would do more damage than help. Just know that I love you, and even though we don't hang out that much anymore..i still think of you as a great friend.
31. The 5 of us got really close in middle school. I remember that night and one of our houses when we had that bonfire and just talked about everything and cried and laughed and danced and took pictures. We've all pretty much grown apart..but thats okay. I know I can always count on y'all to be there..and y'all can always count on me. We're all so different, but some how we all got along really well? I dont know..but I'm just glad because I learned a lot from all of y'all! <33.
which of your friends is the...
craziest - Dani, Claire, CourtneyT
sweetest - ClareH, Caty
whitest - katie williams froma while ago..hah. or kirbyM. oh and alexS hah. but ees okay i'm pale too.
easiest to be grossed out-tess. hands down.
sexiest -all of them are.
honest - um..maria. cuh.
trustworthy -maria, dani, cate, tess, ronald, jo. and thank goodness they are.
sporty - all the boys. and petey and dani. but a lot of my girls don't play sports..i dont know whats wrong with them.
animal lover - Hilary..hah. even though she tries to kill her dog. and tess, carolineY, carolineW (don't call brooke fat haha..she'll be pissed) freddyboo
computer genius - Rhonda Le and mitch.
xanga nerd - um..jordan ivey used to have one i dont know if she still does i dont have her sn. but i guess courtT cuz she's the only one i know who has one.
funniest - all of em!
drama person - tess (sorry bud..but after dennis. yeah.)
band person - carolineY, carolineW, cherry, dane, alan, and all those other hott band boys.
person who always gets their homework done - christy
flirtiest - ronald hah. oh and mr. fred, but just cuz he's so loveable. and joshL. and joshG. and joshM. all the josh's in the world there you go. and davidH.
which friend have you known the longest - grace p! miss you! and matt f.
which friend have you known the least - um, steve.
who was your first best friend - grace p
is he/she still your friend - yeaaah. though its hard to talk when she's so far away havin fun in florida.
whihc friend do you miss the most - scott, joshL, grace!!!, mary grace w...ha from kindergarten.
has one of your best friends moved away - yeaaaah.
who has the most classes with you - tess had like..3? i guess her.
which one of your friends would like to...
be a teacher - Caroline Y used to want to be one..i dunno if she still does. but she'd be good
become a computer person -Mitchell or Andrew Lehe..i dunno Andrew i just see you bein one of those cool computer guys! i want to marry one..oh wait i already am! i'm jubalehe..hah.
become a stay at home mom -megan..she'll be just like her momma :) yeah right she'll kill her kids.
travel all over the world -tess b/c she's already done that whore.
become famous - i heard hannahb has a really good voice..or prolly derekB, drewB, michaelS..for there band stuff. or cy cuz she looks like kate hudson. oh and who could forget about kaylen and her amazing voice.
fall in love before 20 - um..i'm thinkin tess on that one. and ronald.
become a sports star -ronald, charlesY..he's set on the nfl so bad. i hope he makes it.
not go to college - RASHAD BECAUSE HE IS LAZY WHEN HE IS A GENIUS HE JUST DOESN'T DO HIS WORK.
get married twice -um..i dont know. if they do i hope it works out well.
have 4 kids- kourtney :) ha..i dunno kourt i just see you with lots of kids even though i know you think they're annoying.
who will be...
be your best friend throughout your whole life - dani, ronald, tess, maria
be at home doing nothing but eating and watching tv - tess. fatty.
be a serious business person - christy
become someone with a job that helps people -christin
A - Age you got your first kiss: hm. the one that mattered? first kiss was preschool. first one that mattered was 5th grade. first "serious" one was..summer before sixth grade..or seventh. i dont know.
B - Band listening to right now: none cuz i'm on kate's comp.
C - Crush: oh boy.
D - Dad's name: Charlie
E - Easiest person to talk to: Scott Sullivan, Tessie, Fred
F - Favorite bands at the moment: Mae, Brand New, Dashboard, Wilco. thanks dani.
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy worms
H - Hometown: Homewood
I - Instrument: Guitar, recorder, piano..hah just a lil of all. so how about a triangle.
J - Junior High: Homewood
K - Kids: baby jeremiah! hah i only wish he was mine..i mean what..he is. duh.
L - Longest car ride ever: texas.
M - Mom's name: Dot. yea thats right, she's dippin, Dippin Dot.
N - Nicknames: i hate this question there are too many.
O - One wish: that i wouldn't be so dang dependent on the boy who has my heart at the moment.
P - Phobia: horses, bridges, subways
Q - Quote: You don't drown by falling in a river..you drown by standing there.
R - Reason to smile: about $90353958456943258495 on dental work.
S - Song you sang last: shoot i dont know. it was one with dani. we sang about 500 before her swim meeet..umm..well i'll sing we belong together for you right now there you go.
T - Time you woke up: 6 in the frickin morning. yes, that means crack, i mean spark!
U - Unknown fact about me: I need to cuddle with someone right now because my stomach hurts.
V - Vegetable you hate: BRUSSEL SPROUTS>
W - Worst habit(s): boys.
X - X-rays you've had: my head because people thought i was crazy. no just kidding i had a concussion. and my thumb about 5 times, arms, legs, yep.
Y - Yummy food: BLUEBERRIES. cottage cheese. cherries. black beans. saltines. salsa. mmmm.
Z - Z one thing in life that you would re-do: cheating.