Faith
It's hard to accept losing something you love, twice.
It's hard to accept losing something you love once, trying to get it the next time around, getting your hopes up with news you've got it, but officially losing it in the end.
It's different this time, though. My heart hurts, but I'm okay. Or at least, I know I will be. Maybe I've just gotten used to not getting things according to how I originally planned them to be, but whatever. It feels like it did last year, except now I'm sure things are going to be okay. My heart's pounding, my pulse is racing, I'm feeling cold and my head feels heavy, but I'm breathing fine. It's that same feeling I get when I so do not know how things are going to come about; but I know things are taken care of and are going to be okay.
Maybe this is what we call faith.
Thanks to everyone who supported, in any possible way. Really, it means a lot... =)
So here's to whatever happens this summer and Senior year. May both be great - whether or not things go according to plan.
It's hard to accept losing something you love once, trying to get it the next time around, getting your hopes up with news you've got it, but officially losing it in the end.
It's different this time, though. My heart hurts, but I'm okay. Or at least, I know I will be. Maybe I've just gotten used to not getting things according to how I originally planned them to be, but whatever. It feels like it did last year, except now I'm sure things are going to be okay. My heart's pounding, my pulse is racing, I'm feeling cold and my head feels heavy, but I'm breathing fine. It's that same feeling I get when I so do not know how things are going to come about; but I know things are taken care of and are going to be okay.
Maybe this is what we call faith.
Thanks to everyone who supported, in any possible way. Really, it means a lot... =)
So here's to whatever happens this summer and Senior year. May both be great - whether or not things go according to plan.