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As I thought life could not get any better it has gotten worse then it has ever been. I hate everything that is happening and I hate what he is doing to our family. I sincerely feel that he has lost his mind. And to make it even worse this place that I have called home for the last seven years of my life just feels like a house that puts a roof over my head. No longer is there laughter, love, or joy beaming from the people that live here. This is the worst fucking thing to ever happen. I would not wish this upon anyone. I want things to be the way that they used to, I hate feeling this way, I hate coming home to see my mom crying in the driveway. I wish that I coud fix this somehow, I just want all of this pain to go away.