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[_pinktellephone]

i liked you better before the drugs
before you disided that there was no worth to life
before you simply
gave up
causing hearts to break at the death of you
the death of who you used to be.

i liked me better after the drugs
when i grew up
saw meaning to life and disided not to give up
to become more alive
to wake up
even if it means the loss of security.

life used to be all about it
the ijustwanttobecool
a prase so used in thought, it acts as one word
we think it so much we lose individuality
and we say we are just being who we are.
who they are.