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So since my entry last night, I did infact hear from them around half an hour after the entry was posted. I go a call on their way home to see how I was and have a quick chat etc, but we didnt talk about much as it was a short call, being in a car with others around wasnt exactly a good time to bring things up and also signal was poor due to mountains and tunnels so it wasnt a long chat. However they did promise a call back once getting home as I had already switched off the laptop and gotten in bed, took well over an hour later before I heard anything, turned out they were having chats with their mum and I knew what about...I think its great they can talk to their mum about things that are going on especially with relationships etc, I know right now I cant with my mum as there are a few things my mum doesnt know or atleast I dont think she does.....so I eventually got a call back at 1:20am how I was still awake I will never know haha. They were in a bit of an upset state again and I felt bad as there was nothing I could to make them feel better being so far away and all. Turns out they told their mum about me too, I was very shocked especially as they mentioned names, I met her mum and we had a really nice chat and got on really well the day we all spent together, god knows what she must think about me now, doubt I'm respected now...hmm I dont know how pleased I am with that, although I know she doesnt know everything, a lot of it was missed out thankfully only then would I really be in Sonja's bad books hmm bad times :[ next time we speak Im going to have to find out exactly how much and what exactly was said as at 2am this morning it was a little hard to distinguish. They've had a busy day today too, one they werent really looking forward to, so I feel sorry for them, probably wont be hearing from them today as a result but ahh well, 3 days to go :] :] Im not going back with them as planned, we having new years apart now less trouble that way but Im getting a visit tuesday and then again friday, might go back with them friday, or depending what time the visit is friday they may stay over and we can go out for the evening....but need to sort that out first, we just want a bit of time together to be honest, been a weird few weeks and so forth so we jst want to make up for whats gone on etc etc, time to catch up, chill out and sort out whats going on. Its been so difficult, like Ive lived in a bubble and then certain things will happen or be said and it snaps me back into reality and the seriousness of the situation Im in. Been an emotional ride too, lots of tears on both sides :[ but hopefully our returns to bangor will sort it all out as right now theres not a lot we can do being s far away from each other. Like we keep saying to each other " why do you have to be all the way in manchester" or " why do you have to be all the way in wales" "why cant you just be here, right now stood in the room" shows there really is something there, just want to be together and because we cant it makes it so much harder. roll on tuesday and friday and then our return to bangor!!!