i'm not dumb just wanna hold your hand
so everything is coming together at the end it seems. i leave for new orleans on the 24th so i need to see people before that. coldplay concert is next saturday. so happy-if they play green eyes i will cry out of happiness. i've packed up a bunch of stuff and im now spending my days doing strange errands for my family and trying to find a pillow that will support my neck which is apparently sensitive(finicky more like it). i'm actually a bit nervous about how this is all going to go this year but in some respects there is just nothing i can do till i get down there and see for myself. so wish me luck and patience. i think i'm ready for it.