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i was sitting in class today(international studies for latin america) and i realized i was smiling which made me exceedingly happy because even i have missed my smile this last month or so. It's raining right now and i love the rain almost more than anything. maybe that's why i want to live in seattle one day. tuesdays are my latin american days because i have spanish class in the morning and then straight afterwards the int'l studies. makes me think of gael garcia bernal(spencer-"he would have been my first guess of who you loved") he's like the latin american orlando bloom...except, dare i say i love him more?! oh sky, maybe your grave will be a meeting place for me and gael and we will speak in spanish about our life plans and how you were a good mary wollstonecraft.I am but a poor lowell mill girl, how can i refuse gael? so plans change, we adjust. i'm learning that daily here. i thought today for the first time since i got here, maybe i will learn something from being so royally screwed. i'm hoping so. at this point i've learned that i am a very light packer when i need to be, spanish music/movies make me feel happy, and my comforter from home provides a modest amount of security in place of the otter i slept with at college. still dream about new orleans every night though so that when i wake up i wonder where i am for a minute before i open my eyes. it always seems too good to be true.